Everything Will Be Fine

Chapter 7

It had been three days since I hung out with and Dan and we had our... thing. I was bored, so I texted Dan seeing if we could go out or something. Dan was my only friend since I took online classes. 

(y/n): Hey do you want to do something today?

Dan: I can't, I'm going out with Phil and a few other friends today, I'm sorry.

(y/n): It's fine, I'll see you later.

I huffed and tossed my phone to the side. It bounced off the bed and hit the carpeted floor with a thud. I didn't care. I was mad and jealous. I didn't have a clue why though. I thought to myself how I hated Phil and all of Dan's other friends. I couldn't help but want Dan to myself and it wasn't fair.

I decided I would watch T.V. to forget about it. And after awhile, I did. Until I got a text from Dan. It was a video of him and his friends together. I growled and threw my phone across the room not caring what it hit or if it broke. I was jealous, angry, offended and hurt. But I still didn't know why. It was Dan's life, he could hang out with whoever he wants and do whatever he wants. I sat on it awhile and wondered if it was just my insecurities.

I sighed and mentally slapped myself. I was still mad but I knew my twisted mind was just clogging my thoughts and vision. I shut out the thoughts and the anger and jealousy. I just continued to watch my show and ignored my phone's occasional chiming from across the room as Dan texted me. Soon I got annoyed and walked to the other side of my room to pickup my phone. As I thought, all videos and pictures of his fun night out. I glared at my phone and turned it off.

At this point my show had gone off and I went to read "Alice's Adventures in Wonderland" (Yes, it's a book, yes that's it's actual name, not,  Alice in Wonderland) for a school assignment. I liked the book and the strange, oddity of it made my mind think and tick. It made me forget about Dan's guy's day out.

At one point I must have fallen asleep because I woke up to knocking on my door. I got up and answered, expecting it to be Dan. Instead, it was my aunt who had too many groceries to pull out her keys and unlock the door. I sighed and walked to the kitchen with her. She set down the bags and we started to unpack them.

She noticed my frustration and asked what was wrong. I told her about Dan and my jealousy. She just nodded.

"Why don't we go out for dinner?" My aunt suggested. I nodded my head but I wasn't satisfied. Good to know my aunt was my second friend. Yay...

(I'm so sorry I haven't updated the past few days, I just have had no inspiration. So before I thought to write this I would just bang my head on the keyboard trying to summon an idea but to no avail. So here is a crappy, short chapter. It's 12:05 at night, I'm done good night.)