Everything Will Be Fine

Chapter Twelve

(Again, Dan's P.O.V)

(y/n) is alive, but she has yet to wake up. It's been almost two weeks; I'm growing concerned. The doctors said she should have been awake at this point. But she seems to be taking her time. My impatience grows everyday.

I've been spending entire days and even some nights with her. I'm not concerned about my YouTube account because I never update regularly anyway. If I'm not with (y/n), I'm lying in bed, not accompanied by the ordinary internet browsing.

I'm so anxious that I'm growing physically sick. My mind is constantly scattered and I can never focus on one thing. I am losing sanity by the second, as every scenario plays in my mind. I can't take it.

Until Phil busted in my room. I groaned and in a scratchy voice I croaked, "Go away Phil." He ran over and yelled, "(y/n) is awake!" The moment I heard the words spewed from his mouth I bolted up and slipped on a pair of shoes. I didn't care if I was wearing yesterday's outfit.

I caught a taxi as fast as I could and went to the hospital, leaving Phil behind. As soon as I got there I paid the driver and made a mad dash inside. I went straight to (y/n)'s room and saw her sitting in her bed watching Spongebob (a/n: if you don't like that show, fuck yo- I mean you can change it) and drinking a cup of water. She seemed very focused on the television but when I walked closer she turned to look at me. At first with annoyance but then she grinned wide and dove into my arms as much as she could.

I smiled as tears came to my eyes and looked at her, holding her face. There was so much I wanted to say and ask but I was all too much and as tears streamed from my eyes, I could only manage a quiet "I love you" before leaning into kiss her.

Once apart she whispered, "I love you too, Dan."

(Hey guys, I'll probably write more tomorrow but, I have something else I want to ask you guys: What am I doing wrong? I noticed I started out with tons of views and they've been decreasing each chapter all the way to last chapter's 3 views. It's really concerning me and I'm not sure if I should keep writing.. Thanks to those who stuck with me.)