I surround myself with people now, I don't want to look alone or like I still miss her even though it aches like crazy. AHHHH WHY'D IT ALL HAVE TO GO WRONG?! Me and Robyn, we were the shit!!! Now it's gone so unexpectedly. We lost each other somewhere, high up in the clouds. United we stand divided we fall. That shit sucks.
"Drizzy," I yelled out for my mate who was somewhere in my tiny flat. He stumbled into my front room looking so high, he's got to calm down, he's really pushing all the wrong buttons with my neighbors."Where's all the Budweiser fam?" He screeched while fiddling with everything within his reach. "Can you just shut up and leave!" I yelled. He looked stunned as if to say calm down, but I just needed to get my head straight and be alone. At this I got up, positioned my hands on his back and shoved him until he was no longer within my flat walls. Drizzy screamed and yelled saying I lost it ever me and Robyn split, so I slammed the door in his face after exchanging a stern look, which he deserved for being such an ass.
It's no good sitting here, crying about her all day, but I really miss the way she was crazy and didn't try to be anything else, like the time we went roller skating and to that cafe. I need her or I need closure. In that moment I decided I would write her letters, of the times we had, it's about time I took down my protective walls but I'll never give them to her. Just to get it out i guess...
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We Found Love (based on the music video)
Fanfic"I don't know how we got here, but all I know is we found love in a hopeless place" ~ Robyn and Dudley The complicated love story of Dudley O'Shaughnessy and Robyn Rihanna Fenty that was doomed for complications and heartbreak from the very moment t...
