Nicks POV
He trys to lean in and kiss me but i get out of his grip and run out the door shutting the door and i run in the hall and lock myself in the washroom.
Im not his.
Where do i go?
"Nick! Nick!" I hear johnnie yelling for me. I panic. I look beside me and see the washroom window. I quickly run to it and open it. I hear johnnie trying to open the door. "Nick! Come out. Im sorry." He says sadly but i cant fall for his tricks. I cant feel bad for him.
I jump across the window to a tree. I climb up and see the attic. I reach for the attic window and open it. I manage to fit in and i hear johnnie open the bathroom door. "Nick?" He calls.
I shut the attic window. Im not his.
A tear falls from my face and i quickly wipe it. I dont want to fall in love. This is so hard. I let another tear fall and i let them fall. Why am i crying? This is pathetic. "Nick! Im sorry. Ill stop loving you..if you want." I hear johnnie call. Wipe my tears and i climb down the
ladder.
"There you are nick! Are you crying?" Johnnie asks. "Why would i be crying.?" I say with my voice all shakey.
He hugs me and i dont hug back. I cant. I have to get ovef him. Im scared of him.
"Why dont you love me.?" Johnnie asks. "Why should I? Whats there to like about you." I say accidentally hurting him. "Nothing.." He replies looking down. "Exactly." I say walking away.
Oh no. What have i done? Now that i think about ive been acting like such a brat. I hate myself.
Johnnies POV
Im so full of myself. Does she want to play that game? Im going to have to make her jealous. I have to win her back.
I walk to her brothers room and fall asleep. Maybe i cried a bit. Then i fell asleep.
Nicks POV
Im such a jerk. Ugh. What have i done. I just dont want to be easy. And i dont want him to kill me. I hope hes not mad.
I hate him. I hate him.I hate him. I hate him.I hate him. I hate him.I hate him. I hate him. I repeat in my mind.
Im not his. And i will never be his
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FanfictionJohnnie guilbert was a bad boy. He hated when he got crushes on girls. It was in 6th grade when he started having feeling for a girl. He admitted it to her and she rejected him by saying she liked someone else. He hates girls. Meanwhile 3 different...
