Nicks POV
I manage to get home. I didnt look back. I wanted to just get out of there.
I ran through the door trying to catch my breath. My mom rushes out her room. "Nick? Whats wrong?" She says walking toward me. "I was just running home." I lie. "Oh okay." She smiles.
As im taking off my boots she stops me. "What is that, nick?" She says touching my hickie on my neck. "Nothing." I say pushing her arm off of my neck. "Who gave you this?" She asks concerned. "No one." I say walking to my room slamming the door.
Oh my god johnnie. I hate you. I sit down on my bed and took the mirror beside me. I look at my hickie and i tried to cover it with makeup. It didnt work. Ugh! Johnnie, you are a piece of crap.
I managed to cover it with my black flannel though.
"Nick! Time for bed!" My mom yells from outside my door. "Oh okay mom!" I yell back. I take of my flannel and my jeans and put on sweats and left my tanktop on.
I turn off my lamp and i got under the covers. I checked my texts and replied then i turned my phone off and set it on the table beside me.
I turn to the wall and i closed my eyes.
I hear a sound of someone crawling on the ground and I immediately open my eyes. "Nick.." I hear a voice whisper. I turn over quickly and i see johnnie. Stamding at the side of my bed. "What the hell.?" I whisper sitting up.
He crawls on my bed and hugs me. "Lay down." He says. I lay down and he hugs me tighter. "What are you doing here.?" I whisper. "I just wanted to see you.." He whispers placing his lips on mine. I kiss back and he crawls on top of me. He pulls away and starts kissing my neck. "J-johnnie..!" I groaned.
"Do you love me?" Johnnie asks getting off of me. "I- i dont really know..." I say turning over. "Ill see you tomorrow, nick." He says opening the window and jumping out.
Do i love him..? I think i do.. I dont want to be weak about it. And why the hell am i letting him kiss me all over?? I cant be weak. I dont want to be his toy.. I cant let him treat me like toy. I think i love him though. I dont know.
A tear falls from my eye and i wipe it.
I drift off to sleep.
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