Black Down Diary 3

Day 5524

I haven't written in awhile but i figured i would write tonight inspired by my girlfriend so i left out on alot of detail about my life away from my skiping school,rebaling, late night sneaking i had a a crazy past you guys should know by now my mother left me and my fathers still here well my dads never around i get to see him 2-3 hours a day i stoped skiping and i have been geting good grades

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Not terrible but not great. The best for me. My YouTube has been going good 1124 today  pretty awesome i have a gorgeous girlfriend named Emily.

I should get started on what i wanted to say were gonna go back lets say 3 years ago.
i was moving from Colorado to st George i was recked my friends i sent 13 years making poosh gone in the 6th grade i was fine i was a dorkish hiper weird kid in 7th grade i messed up i started thinking to much about my mom my brother and my friends how they all left me or let me leave i wore black clothes chaines and wanted to kill everyone i saw if someone tuched me i wanted to rip there head off i went thru moltible gf making all girls hating me the nerds,goths,jocs all of them they all didnt want to be around me i was always listoning to heavy metal and punk to stay calm and not rip peoples heads off so ya that summer i screwed up there was light tubes in this school i lived by the floresnt ones i was angrey and i puched the plastic cover to get to the lights and graved them and shatterd them everywhere vandalising the school i now i vandalism on my record great for me right!!!!!!! well i got to go i will write to you guys and gals tomorrow stay strong.