Day 5542

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Today started ight i woke up about 5 and started editing the latest video on hardcore stupidity.
I just read my ex side of the story it didnt hurt to much actully it did but eh she not mine no more i cant do crap anymore all i can ask of her now is to stay strong her. Today im going camping after school it should be fun my dad claimes he wantes to make memories i guess it will be a memory i havnt been camping in forever. I havnt got much sleep lately its not like ive been cryen cause i dont its pointless. well a good thing about me breaking this realation ship off with emily i can look at other girls without feeling bad and i stop like this super cute girl just walked by and i be like BOOOOOOOOTY and i dont have to feel bad. emily saw me with a girl named elisia shes cute and has a awesome personality but she is more like a sister to me more then anything but who knows one of these day i may go out with her to try it out. My ex bryce that moved she just updated her profile picture on facebook and she was with another guy that hurt me and her spent years to gehter we did everything together i guess thats what i wanted from emily but her friends and parents wer kinda in the way of that i dont know maybe thats selfish that i expect it. anyway bryce me and her wer amazing together she would call me everyday to see if i wanted to hang out i loved it no if u are wondering if we  lost our virginity it probly was going in that direction she didnt move but the farthest me and her went was making out actully i think we french kissed once but it was werid and we both didnt really like it i guess you can say that realation i will remember forever im sorry emilyif your reading this you will be in my memormy dont worry u are deffently the first girl ive ever dated that is like u i dont know how to explane u and i guess thats what i liked.

I miss you bryce if ur reading this.

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