Black Down Diary 3

Dear mom

I hate u
U ruined me Is what I thought for a awhile and now I wonder if it was u that broke my heart anuf that I can't love I wish I knew.

Today I was in science and the boy that my ex told me to punch/hurt for teerking on her she is hooking up with this shouldn't make me jelus but it did I wanted to rip his head off but in what place would I do that I'm not even her friend I got hurt at the start of science Emily didn't say anything and when I tried to say hi she said hi and looked at me like I was roadent that hurt alot from that moment I wasn't haven a good day so today was a peace of Sh** for me