Frenemies

Chapter 9

After I saw them I got flashbacks on what they have done to me.

~Flashback~

"Shut the fuck up," I heard my dad from across the hall.

I got off my bed and walked to the living room to see my mom and dad fighting. The next thing I know my dad slaps my mom across the face and my mom drops to the floor.

"Omg mom are you okay," I said as I ran to my moms side.

"Go to your room right fucking now," my dad says as he grabs my arm and starts to drag me to my room.

"No I'm not gonna sit in my room and hear you two fight and when I come down stairs to see you abuse my mother," I said as I get out of his grip and walk to my mom helping her off the floor.

"What did you just fucking say," he said getting closer.

"I said NO," I said looking him right in the eye. And the he punches me in the face and I fall to the ground.

And then I look up and he slaps me again in the face. He turns around and walks up stairs. I turn to my mom and I hug her.

"This is all your fault," she said pushing me away from her."You are the reason your dad abuses me, you are the reason we are like this, I don't even know why I had a stupid slut of a child like you, if I could I would have another kid that's way better than you."

I heard enough I ran back up stairs and ran to my bathroom and saw a razor blade so I put it to my skin and blood comes out.

~ Flashback over ~

That memories will always be in my head and I hate it so much. Now I know I'm the worst person on the face of the earth. And now I know that nobody loves or cares about me anymore. I might as well kill myself because there is nothing left for me to live for. And we all know Hayes and Johnson hates me they don't even love me. All my friends hate me too I can see it in there eyes.

I cut my self on my wrists,legs,and hips.

I take my cloths off till I'm in my underwear and bra. I walk out of the bathroom and go to my closet and get a big scarf. I got one and tied it to my ceiling fan and I step on my bed and tie it around my neck.

"I have the power to stop everything from hurting me ever again," I say as I close my eyes."Nobody loves me , everyone hates me they wouldnt even care if I died."

I take my foot off my bed and jump and the scarf suffocates me and I open my eyes and see Melissa, Cameron, Johnson, Gilinsky and then I black out.