FML. This expression is so common in our society now but is it really true? Does your life really suck or are you just over thinking and exaggerating the actual situation at hand. Do you really need to say "Fuck My Life" in every situation that doesn't go your way. Well, for me, I do. I would like to think I don't but I do. I hate that I do it but I cant help it. I like to think that I'm not a person to complain about the little things that happen to me. I always say to myself " Stop whining! People have had way worse", but I do it anyways. My phone broke last year and I was on the brink of tears. I thought my life sucked ass because I didn't have a phone anymore. And then I begged my parents for an iPhone even though I knew we couldn't afford it. The thing I was telling myself was that it didn't even matter which one they got me just as long as it wasn't a 4 or lower but in the back of my mind I was praying for the iPhone 5 or higher. I ended up with the 4S and I really love it but I have a problem. My Problem is the way I acted when I first saw it. I opened it up and didn't feel joy or happiness. I felt disappointment. I faked a smile at both my parents and I hate that I did that. I didn't appreciate the fact that they got me an iPhone even with our current financial status. Im more angry at myself because I do this A LOT. Im not a grateful person when it comes to things like this. I also cant handle emotion very well so an awkward side hug is the best I can do in terms of a Thank You.
I don't even know where this story is going and I'm pretty sure anyone who reads this would be even more confused than I am even though I think- no actually I know no one will read this.
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Non-FictionThis isn't really a book. I just feel like I need a way to express my feelings without having to talk to anyone about them.
