A lot if my friends got out every weekend to parties and stuff while I'm always at home. My friends get drunk off of their asses while I eat way to much chocolate in one sitting and feel like puking. My friends are hooking up with guys while I dream about hugging Dylan O'Brien. My friends are chill and have guy friends whereas I haven't talked to a guy in three years.
However, I'm getting good grades in school and they aren't. Im using my education to my full advantage. They're not. They're out every weekend with the possibility of getting pregnant or raped. Im not. With each sip of beer, they're killing their brain cells. Mine aren't. They're hung up over and getting played by fuck boys. There are non in my sights.
So why do I feel so jealous of them? Why do I feel like thats how I want to be spending my weekends? Why do I feel like this? Why is jealousy such a dominant feeling I have? Why am I like this? Why?
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Non-FictionThis isn't really a book. I just feel like I need a way to express my feelings without having to talk to anyone about them.
