I Love You, So Much...Till Death

You Never Know

If something is good, think of something bad. If something is bad, think of something good. You never know if you need to be neutral. - Gunique

Mark's P.O.V

I embraced with Georgia when she came back. If she was crying, then something bad must of happened on the Skype call. I don't know what but it must be because of us.

"What did your mother say?" I whispered in to her ear
"She wants us to call off the wedding and for me to go home" She whispered back
"Does she know of the baby?"
"No, we fought too much"
"Do you want to call off the wedding like your mother said?"
"No! This is our life and our relationship. It shouldn't be controlled by an outside source! I love you and that's what matters"
"I love you too. I love you, so much"

Our lips met and smiled in the kiss. I didn't know how much time I would have with her if Georgia commits a suicide attempt again or I end up torn apart from her. I want to relish in every bit of the moment I have with her, in case Georgia and I lose the connection and never love each other like we do now. But Georgia was right. It our relationship so we set the choices. Not other people.

I moved down her body and stopped and her stomach. I raised her shirt to her small growing belly and gave it a kiss.

"Hey child of mine" I said to Georgia's stomach
"Mark!" Georgia giggled
"What? It's bonding!" I stated to her
"I know it is. Are you nervous?"
"I'm scared but I know it will be worth it. Are you scared?"
"Always, like a mother is"

Time passed away as we got our work done and now it was 7 at night and we are expecting Ryan and Matt to come over with Chica and Lego. Chica couldn't come with us when Georgia and I moved and Lego is technically Ryan's dog since he found him. The doorbell rung and I got up to answer the door. Chica and Lego began licking me in excitement to see me.

"Hello Matt, hey Ryan and hey Chica and Lego! Aww, you two are the cutest dogs!" I greeted
"Hey Mark, can we come in?" Ryan asked
"Sure"

I stepped aside so the dogs could run to the back yard and play out there. Georgia moved out of the couch and walked towards Matt and Ryan.

"Hey you two!" Georgia squealed
"Hey Georgia" Matt smiled
"So how are you two doing?"

Georgia's P.O.V

I looked at our guests and their dogs.

"We have been doing pretty good. Writing for the next sketch to do" Ryan answered my question
"Yep and guess who's going to be in it?" Mark cheered
"You are!" Ryan replied to Mark
"Yay!"

I laughed and smiled at Mark's goofiness. We sat on the couch and talked about different things. About the wedding and the baby with future projects and YouTube. Matt brought up an interesting fact.

"So, would you guys like a boy or a girl?" Matt asked
"I'm not bothered with gender. As long as the baby is healthy and safe, then I don't care what body parts it has" I answered
"So if you guys had a girl, then you are expecting a d**k?"
"Oh you! The right parts Matt!!"
"Just kidding!"

We laughed and after a short time, our guest had to leave. Once they left. We packed up random thing before we headed to bed. I got into my pjs and laid in bed. Mark came into the room and I looked away to give him privacy to changes into his boxers. I heard him chuckle and soon got into bed.

"Tonight was interesting" I spoke
"It was a handful of events, telling everyone and all that" Mark agreed
"Not everyone"
"You will get to your mother soon"
"If she even wants me to be myself"
"Don't be so harsh to your mother"
"If she can't accept my decisions, then she may as well step out of our relationship"
"I know where you are getting at but just please be nicer. You never know when her sat day will be"
"I'm sorry. It's just I want this child to be apart of us. Not by a third person. This is our child and I am so happy that I found someone to be a father"
"I love you sweetie"
"I love you too"

We pecked each other on the lips before drifting off to sleep. I was sleeping peacefully until I woke up to a soaking feeling. I sat up and shook Mark until he was waking up.

"Georgia? Why are you waking me up?"
"Mark?"
"Yes Georgia?"

That when I started to panic.

"Something's wrong with the baby"

Mark turned on the light on his bedside and that's when I saw his scared face looking at me. I moved my legs underneath the covers only for red to stain on the sheets. Our worst nightmare was confirmed when we pulled back the sheets to find that blood was spilt on the white sheets. We immediately went to the hospital after we got into more decent attire.

I laid on Mark's chest while we were waiting for the doctor to see us. I was breathing heavily and Mark looked like that he could cry any minute. When the doctor did see us, he ran through a few tests to see how the baby was doing. I just hoped that it wasn't what I thought. I didn't want it to. And Mark didn't either.

The doctor came back with the results and stared at us. My left hand went to my stomach but the doctor shook his head. He gave us an apology before leaving us to deal with this news. Tears left Mark's eyes so I brought him into a hug. I couldn't cry physically but I was bawling emotionally. Well, who wouldn't cry after this. We just sat in the room, wishing that it was a lie.

I had miscarried our unborn child.
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Plot twist! But soon, there will be another plot twist. You can take a guess, but I won't tell you! Hehe. Thanks and Smilies!