Maze runner Imagines [COMPLETED]

Imagine #26 - Newt (I love you but goodbye)

Newt P.O.V

We have been walking for days in The Scorch, searching for Y/N. She was taken by WCKED and none of us know where she has gone. I'm worried sick. I feel sick. 

I have been walking on my own at the front. The group is silent as I pick up the pace. I want to get to her as quick as possible. No, I NEED to get to her as soon as possible. 

"Hold up Newt," Minho shouts from the behind. 

"Minho, we can't slow down, we must find her soon before we run out of time." I yell rolling my eyes and keep walking. 

"Newt stop!"

I groan and spin around "What Minho?" 

"You need to rest Newt. WE need to rest. Everyone is exhausted!" 

I look over his shoulder and see the 12 remaining gladers leaning on each other for support and some have already sat down. 

"Fine, but I'll keep first watch." 

"Ne-"

"No Minho" I interrupt him and help the other gladers set up for the long night ahead. 

***

I sit on the hard ground, hugging my knees. 

We are wasting so much time. What if WCKD have hurt her? What if she's...no. I can't bear to think about that. I can't lose hope. I will find her. I know I wi-

"Newt?"

A familiar voice sounds through the air. I stand up and spin round. 

There she is. 

"Y/N!" i gasp and run towards her but she steps back. "Y/N?" I reach for her hand which she pulls away. Why is she acting like this?

"Newt..." She looks to the ground. 

"Y/N you don't know how worried I've been," my voice breaks. She looks up at me with sad eyes but shakes her head.

"I'm sorry Newt.." she whispers.

Your P.O.V

I look at Newt. It breaks my heart to do this. I can't do it. I love him. I can see the hurt, the fear, the sadness filled in his eyes. Those eyes were once filled with hope, joy but now that has all been drained from them.

"Y/N?" his voice starts to rise "What has happened?" 

He holds my face and a tear rolls down my face which he then wipes away with his thumb. I take his hand in mine and remove it from my face. I suddenly feel so cold without his touch. But now I will have to get used to it. 

"Newt, I can't be with you anymore" saying these words is the hardest thing to do in my life. 

His eyes scan my face and his lips tremble. 

"What d-do you m-mean..." tears begin to stream down his beautiful face and he doesn't care to wipe them away. I want to hold him. Comfort him. Tell him it's all going to be okay. That I love him. But I can't, not if I want to keep him safe. 

"What do you think I mean Newt?" I cry. "I don't love you anymore". I do love you. I do love you.

He steps back, eyes widen in shock. "I don't understand" he shakes his head and throws his arms up in the air. "What did I do?" he yells. I have never seen him cry so much before. Just tell him. 

"Nothing Newt.." 

Don't cry Y/N. Just get this done and leave.

"I'm so sorry" i turn and leave him, he drops to his knees in a crying wreck. 

I can hear him sobbing loudly as I get further away from him. 

***

"Is it done?" Rat-man says to me as I climb onto the burg. 

"What do you think?" I hiss. 

"Now, now Y/N. We don't want to break our deal now do we?"

"You promised you wouldn't hurt him. Any of them!" I growl. 

"Promises are meant to be broken child." and with that he spins on his heel and stalks of. 

I will find Newt again. And I will kill rat-man. Even if I die doing it.