She is the reason I still want to breathe: A Cato and Clove love story

Chapter 30

Chapter 30

-Clove-

I'm sitting in a small couch on the stage, with Esmeralda diagonally in front of me and Cato beside me.

We sit and wait for Esmeralda to greet the audience welcome. Then they start to play the movie they made out of the Games.

They have cut down all of the Game for three hours and I'm having the most. It takes me a while before I get that the theme is about my pregnancy.

I see all the murders, but the one that makes me close my eyes, is Iza's death. My friend's death, a spear through her head. When we come to Trevor and he bleeds to death, I see how Cato tells me to kiss Trevor and I do it. I see the painful facial expression of Cato, he didn't want me to kiss Trevor really, but he said it for Trevor's sake.

Then the movie ended and the program ends.

We get to our floor, I follow Cato to his room. We lie in bed and try to sleep, but an hour, none of us fell asleep and then I ask him.

"Cato, why did you insisted that I would kiss Trevor?"

"What do you mean?"

"You wanted me to kiss him, but you didn't seem to like it", I say.

"It's because I love you and I don't want anyone else to kiss your lovely", Cato said.

I believe him, but I also believe that he only tells me half the story.

"Cato, you don't tell me everything", I say.

He sighs.

"Sleep now", he says and kisses my hair and stroking my arm.

"No! Not until you tell me", I say.

"Clove..."

"No Cato", I say determined. 

Cato sighs again.

"When Trevor told me, I knew that he was hoping that I would kill and that's when I realized it", he says.

"What did you realize?"

"What a horrible person I am", Cato said.

"What?!" I almost scream.

Cato jumps.

"You're not a horrible person", I say a little calmer.

"Yes I am, everyone is afraid of me, think I'll hurt them just because I have such big mucles and it not showing interest in everyone", Cato said hurt. "And then we come to you ... even you thought I would hurt you when we foud out that you're pregnant, you thought I would beat you".

Something happens to Cato's voice at the end of the sentence, it's drowned by ... tears? I turn my head and look at Cato.

I've never seen this before. I've never seen him cry. His tears are just like liquid crystal.

I wipe his tears with my hand.

"Ssh", I say consolingly. "Cato, I know you wouldn't hurt me, you're not a horrible person, you even made good with Trevor's depression".

"It's because you make me a better person, Clove", he whispered before he kissed me.

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