Sean and I ended up in the library, we haven't talked yet though. He was sitting across from me in the window seat. It was huge and the muggy weather outside reminded me of those rainy days and nights. The urge to drink hot chocolate and cuddle up with a soft blanket made me actually find hot chocolate and go up to my room. But the only thing that was holding me back was Sean. "So, what do you want to talk about?" I asked him.
A frown plastered on his face and he looked me into my eyes. "Ari, if you do change into a different person. If you do become evil, then I want to join you. Light and evil don't mix, and we both know that. It says in an old book I read that a witch or warlock can change someone's light if the person they love is of the darkness. Would you agree to do the ritual with me? All it is, is just exchanging blood and a kiss and then later on at night... something more. To prove our love is true and then in the morning well, I would be evil." His question and explanation shocked me.
My heart started to race frantically. "Sean, what you are asking is a lot. I don't want you to change, I don't want you to change from good to evil just because of me. If I do change into some evil villain then I will without bringing anyone down with me." I told him. "I am sorry Sean. I do really, really, like you but I don't want you to do this for me." I said.
I knew that if his heart was beating right now it would have skipped a couple beats. "Ari this isn't fair. I want to be with you for a long, long time. Not less than a week. If you were in my position would you ask the same of me?" He said. That stumped me. He was right about this not being fair. I would ask this of him because he stole my heart to. Slowly I nodded to answer his question. "There. Will you let me do this? Will you do this with me?" He asked.
Don't do it Ari. Don't. You will ruin everything, ruin our plan, ruin your life, and ruin his life. The voice said. Our plan? I thought. What did that mean? What plan did I have? Shaking that out of my head mentally I looked into Sean's eyes. "I will try Sean. But I don't know about the ending of this ritual Sean. I never done it before, and I didn't get to any base expect the first one. You might have but I haven't." I told him. His face twisted into disgust.
Sean moved closer towards me. "Ari, to be truthful, I have. But it was once and I regret it because the girl I had done it with broke up with me a couple weeks after." He told me. "And I know that I wouldn't regret this and I know that if you trust me, that you wouldn't either."
"Sean, what if I ended up getting hurt the weeks after? Like what happened to you. I just need to think about that part. Please give me a couple days?" I asked him. He looked me deep into the eyes for a long time, but he finally nodded. I sighed and moved right next to him. Laying my head down on his chest I held his hand and listened to him breath, letting my body and mind relax for once. Everything seemed clear now and I felt that I could handle everything right now.
Minutes passed with us just sitting there and watching the sky turn from the gloomy weather to the non- starless night. "What do you think about me turning at the full moon? I mean the only other werewolf here that would and have changed in a full moon is Sam and I. And looked how Sam turned out. She is mean and evil." I asked him.
He held my hand tighter and kissed my head. "I would think that you are an amazing werewolf. Whether you are good or evil to. And I would think 'wow I am lucky to date the strongest werewolf ever.'" He said.
"I always thought that werewolves and vampires were arch enemies." I said.
"They were once, a very long time ago. Though right now we are getting along with each other and in some cases we have found our soul mates. But there are some who want to go back to the old ways and have us hate each other again." He told me. I nodded and looked up at him.
