Meant To Be

Chapter 13

So Sorry that I haven't updated in like two weeks. I feel bad, but anyway I know for sure this story seems like any other normal one but once it gets more into the X-factor it will get much more exciting!

Thanks for reading!

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For two whole days I was so ready for Harry to get home my house was so lonely now with my mum and dad at work and Claire had a cold. So I was so excited to get his call that he was finally coming back. I got dressed to pick him up from his house because he promised that we would go out, I threw on jeans and a tank with a pony.

I grabbed a granola bar as I rushed out the door. I still had about an hour before I went to his house. So I decided to just drive around town shopping and looking around shops. I went into a boutique that sold sun dresses. It was my favorite place to shop. By the time I left there I had three new dresses and I cute new hair clip.

I went into about three more shops after that. I bought so much my trunk was stuffed. I spent almost all my money, but I guess that I just needed a shopping day. It was almost three by that time, which was when I had to be at Harry's.

It was a tad cloudy that day and when I was on my way to his house it started to rain. I was almost there when I saw that my car was on empty. So I stopped at the nearest gas station. I had to use all the money I had left. (Luckily Harry was buying tonight.) I walked inside the station and got in line to pay. I was looking at the signs around the store when I noticed out of the corner of my eye someone staring at me. I looked directly ahead of me, trying to avoid their gaze.

I finished paying and tried to walk back to my car fast so I wouldn't get caught up in trouble. I had no idea who that was but they didn't stop looking at me. I pushed open the doors to the station, when I suddenly felt a tap on my shoulder I turned around. It was still raining and I wanted to get to the car but I had to see who it was.

I slowly turned around, to see a familiar face. "Sam." That was all I could say as the rain drenched us in the parking lot of the gas station. "Hey Mady." I couldn't believe it after what he had done to me he had the nerve to speak to me again. " I have to be going I cant talk." I said sharply and turned on my heel when he grabbed my wrist. What the hell! I was getting so mad at him. I yanked my wrist loose. "What do you want!" It came out a bit more harsh than I thought, but still. "I wanted to say hi, is that so bad." There was a pause. " Me and Lindsay aren't together anymore." That was his couch buddy whose knickers I found in his drawer. "Good for her." I replied with a snobby tone. "Ouch, well I also wanted to apologize for what I did to you." I COULD NOT believe him right now. I crossed my arms. "Well you're not forgiven, you cannot undo what you did." Then his face lightened it looked like he just got shot. He probably still thought I was the same soft forgiving girl that he cheated on, but not anymore. I was stronger than that.

"I still have feelings for you Madeline." My jaw dropped, I couldn't take it I turned at that second and strode to my car. I went to open the door when his arm reached over me and slammed the door shut. Then he grabbed my shoulders and turned me around. I had forgotten how strong he was. I remember how I used to love his six packs and how he would act all strong. I looked angrily at his face he was gorgeous, with his blonde hair and deep green eyes, but I had to remember about the knickers I found in his drawer and his couch date with Lindsay.  He had me between his two arms and back up against the car. He looked right into my eyes I remembered the first time we kissed. It was exactly like this except we weren't soaked and in a parking lot. He had me against a railing on the pier. I knew he was going to kiss me.

Then he did. I was kissing back, why was I kissing back. I missed him, but I didn't. What was wrong with me? It lasted for almost a minute until I pulled back gasping for air. His face looked satisfied. I was feeling so abandoned. Was that all he wanted me for my kisses and.. more. The rain still pouring making me even more miserable. He put his hand on my cheek slowly moving it back  through my hair, getting the wet strands out of my face.

"I missed that." I thought as much. God how could I be so stupid. He grabbed my waist as to pull me in. Then he moved his hand back more and more. " I didn't" I said as I turned around getting in the car and slamming the door shut. As I drove away I saw him behind me staring at my car leaving without him for the last time. I silently began to cry.

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I was driving as slowly as I could I didn't want to get to Harry's. The pain was killing me. My heart felt like it was being ripped out and slowly being sewn back in. I was in his neighborhood when I stopped my car and decided to walk. I didn't even care if it was raining anymore. I had my hands  in my pocket with my face down.

It took about five minutes to get to his house from there walking. I took slow steps up onto his porch I walked up onto the porch and stood in front of the door. My hand in a fist about to knock when I stopped in mid-air. My hand fell to my side and I fell into a ball on the porch. I was sitting with my knees hiding my face and my arms wrapped around my legs.

I just let it all out I wanted to get it all out before Harry saw me. I felt so guilty, I cheated. I know how it felt to be cheated on and then I went and cheated on Harry. My life was a wreck. I couldn't take it I felt like I wanted to hide and never come out. Then I heard a click, I looked up and standing there at the front door was Harry. He looked concerned. I managed to smile, but with the look on his face he knew something was wrong. I dropped the smile and he fell to his knees wrapping his arms around me. He cooed me, slowly rocking back and forth as if I was a baby.

We sat there in the rain, holding each other tightly. I never wanted this moment to end, but I never wanted to tell him either. I didn't know what to do so for the time being I let him comfort me wiping my tears so often and giving me small kisses in the middle of the rain.