Dedicated to the two that have given me the most crap this year. Just because it needs to be said and I don't know if I'll get another chance to say it.
dying is fine
I'm getting there. It's taking a lot of willpower to not go there nowadays. Whatever I thought before about how close I was to there was such a joke, I was over a billion miles away at that time. And I'm not self diagnosing myself with it because I don't want to and that would be lowering the standard but good god I am getting really close to there and everything is just wrong. And the more I try to right the more it's wrong. And I don't know what to do anymore. Don't respond because I'd get screamed at again.
ungrateful
Thanks for telling me to cut off the last piece of sanity I have left, my communication with the people that will stand by me, for sleeping in agony.
Thanks for taking away the sanity and forgiveness I find in the music.
Thanks for not believing in anything I do, telling me to find a more reasonable career over my personal preference that would make me happy, and passing off any success as a result of luck, the teacher, the group, or default instead of what I accomplished by myself.
Thanks for making me your disappointment.
Actually, I have plenty to be thankful for.
written in ink
I'm exactly like him aren't I.
Whoops I exist
Whoops my life
Whoops I'm such an asshole and cryptic freak, why do I have to be this way? Why can't I plainly love the people I love?
It's all me isn't it?
Yep.
Whoops, I'm sorry for existing.
a/n: I don't remember writing this but here ya goooo
YOU ARE READING
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General FictionFrom: Reese | To: Reese | CC: you | BCC: Them Subject: Us (aka WOW WAS I ANGSTY three years ago. feelings still valid but i'm not as aggressively sad so i hope that's progress) ((maybe i'll continue to write occasionally on here maybe i won't now th...
