and when you told me you no longer
believed in me I
cried because that meant I was as good as
dead to you like
everything we ever had was
fake and you didn't want to pretend
go away go away I screamed I cut my
hair while you were away I hid
inside my ribcage and burned my organs
just go away just leave you're the one who
killed me without raising a hand but it still hurt like
lashings on my bare skin
momma I yelled momma please
no you warned me and I didn't listen
of course you were right momma
please come back she broke my heart but not
quickly like you had hoped momma I need
revenge revenge revenge
sweet sweet revenge for the heart and mind you stole
today I yelled today I will get you back I will
undo all of my damage and give it to you you
very beautiful demon I hate you
why won't you leave me alone momma please
xenophobes are at the house again oh lord
you did this to me to the one you claimed to love but you left me with
zero warnings to how cruel this world can be
