They thought it was real
Those smiles...
Those laughter...
But that was only what they thought
They thought I was happy
Though It's all pretend
They thought I don't feel crappy
If only they could transcend
Of what is beneath me
So they would now
That my life's too much of worry
And the truth is any minute I might explode
Because I was always lonely
Though no one would ever understand
So I'll make myself ready
Because one day
I'll just stay in ones memory
