[ Christina's POV ]
( Saturday morning. 10 AM )
Should I tell Rayan? Like I haven't told anyone why I don't like that name 'Christi- never mind I don't even wanna hear myself think of it. But Noone ever really asked why. Maybe I should tell him. Yup.
"Okay. Rayan sit in this chair." He sat down in the chair I put near the sink and tilted his head back. I made the water warm then I wet his hair and started to put the shampoo in. He closed his eyes then I smirked.
"Bro,like do you ever smile?"he asked looked at me while I rubbed the shampoo in.
"Nah. I don't like my smile." I replied.
"Imma make you smile one day."
"Nigga could you not TRY to flirt with me. You have a GF and I'm NOT interested."
"Ain't nobody tryna flirt with you."
When he said that I yanked his hair and he squealed. I smirked.
"Anyways, wassup with you and Craig,Chris?"
"Fuck you mean? Ain't SHIT up with me and Craig . Our names shouldn't even be in the same sentence."
"Sorry! Gosh."
20 minutes passed and I put the conditioner in his hair then I put a towel over it , I lead him upstairs into my room.
"I neeevvverr been in your room before ." He said as he looked at the color and took the towel off of his head putting it around his neck . Then he laughed.
"Long story short, they thought I was girly." I said as I nugged him. My room is baby blue and white. my walls are baby blue and white, my bed spread has baby blue flowers with white in the middle. My window is open so the white curtains are blowing in the wind. I took that ugly rug out and put a black one in. I painted my closet door black, and my room door. It may not sound girly...but it is.I sat on my bed and spread my legs open so he can sit down on the floor while I do his hair.
"C'mon" I said as I pointed to the floor. He looked at me weirdly .
"Stop thinking negative and sit yo ass down." I said as he sat in between my legs ( HIS BACK IS FACING ME FOR YOU NEGATIVE THINKERS.)
I started to dread up his hair like Ace's little by little
"Sooo, Why don't you like being called by your name ?" He asked. I sighed.
"Well it all started when my auntie and uncle adopted me."
FLASHBACK...WHEN SHE WAS 10
"This is your new home Christina." My aunt said as she opened the door to this beautiful house.
"This is a beautiful home auntie but my name is Christina." Showing her the CORRECT pronunciation of my name. ( Chris-Stahna )
"Oh anyways Christina-" I cut her off. She pronounced it wrong again.
"CHRISTINA is my name." Then she slapped me.
"Don't raise your voice at me!!! GO TO YOUR ROOM."
"I DON'T KNOW WHERE THE FUCK THAT IS!!!!!" I yelled. Yea I'm a 10 year old bad ass.
SMACK she slapped me again and dragged me up to my room by my collar shirt.
"What the fuck?!" I said as I closed the door and looked at this blue and white room. Then the door opened and in came my uncle . He stared at me with nothing but lust in his eyes. He had a camera in his hand, he closed the door and pushed me on the bed. I hopped up so quick.
" what are you doi-" he cut me off by beating my ass. I tried to fight back but I'm only 10 he was like 28 .
"My precious baby Christina." He said as he picked me up off the floor and put me on the bed. He pronounced my name wrong but who finna correct him? Not me. Then he starting to touch on me. I pushed him off of me many times but that ended up with me getting punched in the eye. NO he didn't rape me.. He just molested me. For two years!!! I told my aunt but she just slapped me and burned me with a cigarette . When I was 13 , he stopped touching me, they just beat me. They forced me to tell the teachers I got jumped while walking to school.
I remember one particular beating . It went like this
"Christina get your worthless ass downstairs!!!" I was 14 at this time so I went down there.
"Yes?" She slapped me.
" IT'S YES MA'AM CHRISTINA!!"
"Sorry."
"Oh and we killed your parents christinaaaaa" she slurred. Obviously she was drunk. I cried and cried while her and my uncle beat me. I mostly cried because I actually wanted to meet my real parents and ask them.. 'Why?'
That's when they got a job and started having long ass business trips. I was so happy.
[ END OF FLASHBACK ]
I was done with Rayan's hair by now . I was on the verge on tears so I buried my face in my pillow . I felt Ray sit on the bed and rub my back softly.
[ Rayan's POV ]
Wow that girl REALLY went through a lot . People look at her as I stuck up rude bitch that's mean for no reason but she HAS a reason.
"Woah Chris you've been through a lot ." I said as I rubbed her back. She sat up and wiped her years from her green eyes.
"Wanna know the worse part?" She asked. I nodded . That's when she pulled the legs of her sweat pants up and showed me the cuts and scars that she did. Some said 'CHRIS' 'MOM' 'DAD' others were just hearts . They looked new .
"Chris what is all that?" I said referring to the cuts.
"Suicide attempts. I thought that I would loose enough blood to just blackout and die . I'm trying to kill myself before they come back from their business trip!" .
She seemed happy about this. THIS is NOT okay.
"NO . You're not going to do that. Matter of fact. Imma stay here for a few weeks to make SURE you don't."
"No you don't have-" I cut her off.
"NO. I am going to. End of discussion." I said as I looked at her. She smiled. Like SMILED SMILED NIGGA . She has two DEEP dimples that only comes out when she smiles obviously. her teeth are pearly white and perfect. I took out my phone and acted like I was texting but I took a quick photo of her smile. The flash was on so I got caught.
"DAMMIT RAY!!!" She yelled.
"My bad." Then we both laughed. I told her to put some shoes on so I can go get my clothes . She's DEFINITELY gonna ride with me. She might do something crazy.
When I opened the door to my house I saw...
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Careless ( A Mindless Behavior story )
RomanceChristina is a girl that doesn't really care about anything. Her parents abandoned her and she had to move with her auntie and uncle . They are barely home and being the only child gets boring . Why should she care about anything or anyone. She has...
