Hartbig

Self consious

Hannah's PoV

Hannah grabbed her iPhone, walking into the tour bus and huffing into her bed.
She had a fight with her girlfriend today, and shit got real.
She felt like crying into her pillow, but she didn't like crying in front of grace and mamrie.
Heck! Grace was the reason her and her girlfriend were fighting! She seemed to think Hannah 'liked' grace.
Hannah was furious with herself, grace and her girlfriend.
Grace and Mamrie walked in at that exact moment laughing about something.
"Hey Hannah" grace giggled, Hannah looked over at her.
She was happy, gorgeous, intelligent and overall perfect.
Hannah was everything but perfect, she thought she was short and ugly.
Hannah practically growled in her throat storming into her room and quietly closing her door.
She walked into her bathroom pulling out a razor and quietly whimpering as the blade met with her skin.

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Graces PoV

"So why don't you tell her" Mamrie persisted, I just shook my head.
"Mamrie, she's got a girlfriend and she doesn't even know I'm gay!"
Mamrie giggled as she followed me into the tour bus, I giggled at Hannah's face.
"Hey, Hannah"
She growled at me, storming into her room.
"What was that about" I pouted at Mamrie, she just shrugged.
I sat down turning on the tv before hearing whimpering coming from Hannah's room.
"Hannah" I whispered, letting myself into her room and seeing her sitting on her bed.
I saw a small tear in her eyes but she quickly wiped them away.
"Hey grace, what's up?" She grimaced, hiding her arms behind her back.
"Hannah fucking hart, you didn't" her eyes started watering up again but she tried to walk out the room muttering,
"go away" before I grabbed her arm making her hiss and pull away.
My hand was covered in little drops of Hannah's blood.
"Grace, it's not what you think. I just slipped over-" I wasn't listening anymore as I walked quietly into the bathroom, washing my hands and sitting on her bed next to her.
"Why?" I whisper questioned, she just shrugged.
"I've been having problems with my girlfriend, she broke up with me"
"That's no reason to self harm, why would you want to?" She scoffed at me.
"I'm not expecting you to understand grace, you don't have these problems with your perfect life. Your intelligent, good looking and unfairly amazing at everything you touch."
I was so shocked, not by her perception of my life. But the fact that she was openly crying In front of me,
"Hannah, why would you-? I mean your so-?"
"Ugh...Ugly. Stupid. Short. Skinny-" she was stopped abruptly by me crashing my lips to hers, I swirled my tongue around her mouth for a quick moment before pulling back and trying to apologise.
"Hannah I'm so sor-" I was cut short by Hannah staring up at me adorably.
"y-you like me" she smiled at me through her fallen fringe,
I smiled back pulling her fringe behind her ear and leaning back in to kiss her again.
A small noise emitting from the back of my throat making her giggle into my mouth.
I sighed against her whispering, "God, I love you"
She froze.
I froze.
She pulled back looking at me, I looked down suddenly self conscious at the woman is just made out with.
"Sorry, are you mad? I know you just got out of a serious relationship, are you mad?"
She looked at me, trying not to smile.
"That depends, did you mean it"
She grabbed my chin making me look her in the eye.
I nodded, smiling shyly up at her.
She grinned, leaning down to kiss me quickly before whispering,
"I love you too, Gracie"