Don't judge.

Chapter 4

"Hey Roxanne you need to get up" I flutter my eyes open slowly as i strech. I say "I'll be up and ready in 10" he nods then leaves the room.

I get up and put on some new clothes, brushed my teeth, did a quick bun and applied light makeup. I grabbed my bag as I headed to the living room to see Zayn had prepared me french toast and bacon.

I sit down smiling and I say "Aw, Zayn you didnt have too" he says "its a great pleasure babe" "So sweet". I sat down and began eating with zayn as Liam walks in and sits with us and eats as well.

soon as I finish I say "So zayn, it's' time to tell me" he looks down at his fingers and plays with them. I say getting a bit impatient "well..." "Roxanne, okay so promise you wont get mad first" "I promise" "well, im joining an underground fight club" "what is it exactly" "Well, we go underground and we have a one on one street fight and winner wins a couple pounds" "And the chances of getting hurt?" "Uh...bad, if your bad at it".

it scares me enough that he beats people up now its going to be on both sides it scares me more, just to imagine him getting hurt is hard to bare.

"Zayn you know I dont want you hurt" "I know, but this is my passion, a way to get my anger problems away" Liam stares at us, then he looks down. I say "Liam, are you in this?" he looks up and says "Yeah" I look over to Zayn and I say "Zayn you can go, its your choice but promise me I'll never loose you" "Roxanne, you will never loose me I promise".

I smile as I look at my phone to see Marcel had texted me.

Marcel ; Good morning(:.

aww how sweet.

Me; Morning Marcel(:

Marcel; Whats up?

Me; Eatting breakfast at Zayn's

Marcel; You're at Zayn's already?

Me; Oh. about that. ill explain at school.

Marcel: okay. mind picking me up?

Me; yeah where do you live?

Marcel; just pick me up at (Some old apartment place adress insert here).

Me; alright be there in 5

Marcel; Thanks.

I look back up at Zayn, I ask "Zayn can you pick Marcel off and drop us off at school?" he smiles and says "ofcource, where is he?" "Remember that one apartment we use to past by in middle school that would scare the crap out of us?" "yeah why?" "he asks us to pick him up there" "Oh. okay lets go"

I gave Liam a quick hug good bye before me and Zayn picked Marcel up.

before we headed to school I asked Zayn to get us some coffee so we stopped by a starbucks around the corner. I got a carmel frappe, and Zayn and marcel got the same.

he soon dropoed us off at school, I gave Zayn a hug and I say before leaving "okay me and the others will be here after school, mind calling El?" "Yeah, ill get El, and ill get Liam to come with his car after school" "Alright, bye".

Me and Marcel walked to the gym, I noticed that there was glares from almost everyone. me and Marcel went our separate ways to change in our locker rooms.

I wore my clothes thats when Cher, and Perrie pop up behind me. they say in unison "Hey girl" I turn around in amusement I say whispering"Hey guys, are you up for a pint tonight?" they both smiled and said in unison once again "Totally" "Okay good, Invite Niall too" "Where we going?" "My best mate Zayn's place" Cher asks "Is that your boyfriend?" I laugh and say "No, he's like a brother" Perrie asks "Who else is comming?" "My best mate at my other school her names Eleanor but I call her El, you guys, Niall. and Marcel".

they look at each other and Cher says "Are you insane!" "Guys keep it in coo he's a good guy" Perrie says"Are you sure about that?" "Yes. I promise he wont do anything" Perrie says "I trust you. ill totally go" Cher then says "Yeah, same here""Okay thanks guys, meet me after school we'll meet up but we wont be in the same car since theres too many of us" they say in unison "alright".

I headed out to see where Marcel is as Cher and Perrie is doing their hair. I walk out and I see him, I walk over to him and say "Hey Marcel" he turns to me with the a smirk, there was glow in his green eyes it was crazy hypnotizing. he says "Hey" "whats up?" he looks up and says jokingly"The ceiling I believe""oh geez state the obvious" "Haha so tell me why where you at Zayn's house so early" "well...".

I look down at my fingers and I say almost in a whisper "My mom is that kind of mom who doesnt know how to act like one" "what she do?" "She's getting married" "And thats a bad thing?" "the Wedding is on sunday, and I just found out last night" "Oh dang" "Yeah, im sick of her, and I dont want a new dad" "I understand, just stay at Zayns for a while". I nodded.

my phone rang out of the blue, I answer without checkimg the id.

"Hello?"

"Sweety where are you?"

great its my mum. I look at marcel and mouthed "it's my mum"

"Why do you care"

"Just tell me will you"

"school"

"were where you last night?"

"Why do you need to know"

"cause I came home to introduce him to you and you werent there"

"Your a year late" I hung up.

all I wanted to do is cry, but I have to stay strong and not let people see me weak.

Marcel looks at me and says "I know your hurt right now" "do I look that obvious?" "No. I can just read you" "oh" "everything is gunna fall into place soon enough" I nodded as we walked to our spots.

I look down at my fingers playing with them as the teacher spoke, everything blocked out I had no idea what the teacher was saying.

"Roxanne!" i snap back Into reality when I see the teacher yelling at me I look up quickly and I say "Yes?" "please come to my office" as I stood up I heard many oo's while Niall, Cher and perrie were telling them to shut up.

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sorry guys been kinda busy so yeah. Ilysm. I hope you guys are enjoying it. comment your opinions(:vote vote vote. share share share. sorry for errors and this was a bjt if a filler sorry.

and guys im meeting 1D in 2 fucking days. I cant breathe help me. what is air. im screaming. imma die guys. omg.

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