Song Lyrics

Lost One's Weeping (neru)

Feel it cutting into me, the doubting, painful knife.

Feel it deepening the rift, finally hit just right,

Couldn't take the love I had, so weak and burning low.

But it grew into a weapon, only hurting me, this I know...

Is nonfiction.

So good with numbers; science, math I like.

But I'm terrible at English, so I despise.

This part of me that wants a simple "right or wrong".

And I feel that everything I choose will always be false.

And today,

This homework,

About me,

A blank sheet,

Accomplished,

Content with,

This life I,

Will now live,

Till I think,

Why are we,

Just sometimes,

No always,

Saying how we're sad and,

Saying how we're lonely?

Can you even read the blackboard, written clear as can be?

Can you even read his mind? See that kid's lost fantasy?

Can you find the one who dyed his red heart to black?

Hey, could it be?

Hey, someone tell me!

Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?

Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?

Did we really choose it right saying we're okay this way?

Hey, just tell me how,

It's not like I care now.

Counting days like numbers, they all pass their prime.

And again, hypnotically swimming through time.

Behind the power and guards I put up,

I hide.

Knowing they had long died.

From problems,

My resolve,

Just can't solve,

That homework,

Accomplished,

Content with,

This life I,

Will now live,

Till I think,

And he speaks ,

That demon,

Inside us,

Saying, "Let me just leave!"

Saying, "Someone kill me!"

Can you even read the blackboard, written clear as can be?

Can you even read his mind? See that kid's lost fantasy?

Can you find the one who dyed his red heart to black?

Hey, who could it be?

Hey, someone tell me!

Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?

Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?

Did we really choose it right saying we're okay this way?

Hey, just tell me how,

Hey, just tell me how!

Can you even say the formula of area now?

Can you even scream the dreams you swore would never go out?

Who was the one who let my hopes just curl up and die?

Hey, who could it be?

No, it's gotta be.

Just open up your eyes, why don't you grow up and see?

But what the hell is "growing up" and tell me when will I be?

Can a single person out there just explain it to me?

Hey, just tell me how,

It's not like I care now!

~Kris534