Song Lyrics

Astronauts (siina mota)

If I had eaten up all the curry you made tonight

Would you have been happy enough to give me a smile?

But you said with a sigh, looking at me in the eye

"Just don't even bother with it next time" I think that you were right

If I were someone brave, just imagine what I could do

I could hit back and defend myself, and maybe even you

There's a chance, a tiny chance, that you might just smile again

Cause that's all that really ever mattered to me in the end

If I lived all alone, you wouldn't have to deal with me

And you would be free of the troubles that I have to deal with constantly

But then, but maybe then, I would spend my days alone

Living like that and never knowing of you, I'd be all on my own

If I lied all the time, would you know truth from lie?

You would scold me regardless, even if you weren't right

It's on, on days like this I start to wonder just what if...?

Here alone, in my room where I can't shake off my loneliness

The days so full of emptiness

They start to crack from nothingness

The what's and ifs are leaking out

Escaping even now, they just won't stop

But now I'll start to close my eyes

Block my ears from all this noise, looking back just one last time

I can't hear your voice and I can't see your smile

But somehow I get the feeling that in the end I'll be alright

I wish that I could just erase

The memories that I've come to hate

And only leave the good behind

I don't think I would mine

If I did all the things I said that I would do

Would you then believe me if I said that we were through?

Somehow, I know for sure you'd finally start to smile

After all, when it comes to you, I'm the expert aren't I?

Believe me when I say, I tried to everyday

But my words wouldn't reach you. Hey isn't that strange?

I just wish I could see you, but my legs can't seem to move

It's as if they say, "You deserve it", I guess that it's true

If I were still alive, I'd sing just one last time

A song I never sang for you, but now I have to try

It's just a bit embarrassing, but you need to hear it through

It would be nice if you could listen to this song I made for you

It would be nice if this song could one day reach you

But now I'll start to close my eyes

Block my ears from all this noise, looking back just one last time

I can't hear your voice and I can't see your smile

But somehow I get the feeling that in the end I'll be alright

So now I start to close my eyes

Block my ears from all this noise, never looking back this time

I can't hear your voice and I can't see your smile

But somehow I get the feeling that in the end I'll be alright

Video/singer: rachie

Song: siina mota (rest in peace!)

Lyrics: Sayri

~Kris534