Casanova /// h.s.

Fourteen

Hi I hope you guys enjoy reading this so far? - C

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"My body belongs to no one, neither does my heart. I will be your mate, but just know nothing true will be held between us."

My words were harsh, and cruel.. but at this point, my feelings are else where probably hiding from reality.

I didn't look at Harry or Kyle, so I walked out of Harry's office and out of his classroom.

Am I ever going to get a break from him?

Minutes later, I was back at my apartment that I shared with Abby.

"Where have you been?"

at the sudden voice, I jumped out of my skin..

I was now entering my apartment when I heard Abby's voice.

"What the hell Abby! Don't do that shit when I'm entering our apartment! I thought you were.."

Abby was in the kitchen, drinking wine.

"Harry?"

Her voice was filled with wisdom, so much wisdom? What the hell is up with her lately?

ignoring her statement/question i closed the door & walked over to her, pouring myself a glass of wine & sat next to my only true friend.

"I'm sorry Abby, for this morning.. I didn't mean to yell at you. It's just that, this is too crazy; everything right now is too crazy and I'm sick of it all. Including Harry, Kyle, all of this."

Abby turned her head to glance at me, her eyes were red.. showing that she was crying.

I was about to ask, but then she put her hand over my mouth, preventing me from asking.

"Please don't. I'm tired enough."

Removing her hand, she continued talking.

"I already signed us off out of college Becky, we have to go with Roger and Harry now. And I heard about Kyle.. I think it's best if you stay away from him."

I cannot believe what was coming from Abby? My best friend, my sister.. was criticising my love life and taking over my education! Before, Abby used to love the thought of Kyle & I together, and she loved to study with me... what changed her?

With anger and rage I slammed down my wine glass. looking down, the red liquid spreading across the tile floor. Glass sharp as shark teeth was laid out, making the wine look tragic and unpleasant to the eye.

What had happened to my life? I want my mom, I just want her to rock me back and fourth like she did when I was little. But she is no longer in this life, because of me.

I felt liquid streaming down my face, slowly but smooth to the touch. I'm upset, I will always be upset.

The liquid started picking up the pace, and my eyes began to burn.

I trembled on the tile, weeping like there was no tomorrow.

My body was shivering from my feet to my shoulders, as for my head... a massive headache.

In a matter of seconds, I felt a warm hand press up against my back; smoothing me as the hand  rubbed up and down.

"Becky, I'm sorry... I shouldn't of said that about Kyle. But you need to beware that we won't be attending college anymore, and we both won't be living a normal life anymore. So tonight, we have to pack up our belongings and Roger will come and get us at midnight."

My cries were over with. And with every word Abby said, I understood.

With every muscle I can use, I managed to pick myself off the cold tiles and went to my room to start packing.

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