Casanova /// h.s.

Eighteen

Becky's POV

I couldn't sleep.

So I got up and found a black & red plaid shirt in closet.

Knowing that i still had the lingerie on.

I was really sorry for that whole 'releasing the shape shifter' ideal.  But I was also not at ease since I had made Harry pissed off at me.

So instead of asking for forgiveness, why not give him a lap dance?

Maybe that will put our relationship at ease...

I walked through my bedroom into Harry's, he wasn't there?

His bed was as neat as it was before, and everything was left as if it has been untouched.

I walked out of his room into series of hallways.

Finally, I came to a halt at his door.

That is when a boy with shaggy brown hair, ran out of the room with a sheet covering him & clothes in his hands?

Mhmm........

With the door still opened, I leaned against the frame.

"You need to explain to me, what the fuck I had just saw."

As he looked up from whatever he was looking at the ground.

"It is none of your concern, and i dont need to expain anything to you."

His eyes were still remaining his normal emerald.

"If I can't get shit out of you just by talking, then I will get shit out of you by seducing you."

Right when I had said that, he titled his head back and laughed...with the laughter he had been exposing me to, I automatically take off the plaid shirt, unbuttoning every 13.

"You are so dam--"

Harry was in the midst of finishing, but when he had revealed his emerald green to see my body, his words had become Unknown.

I am always insecure of body, even though others say there is nothing to have a insecurity about... I've always was that girl who had unwanted attention from others, and never liked it.

With a little twirl, I showed off my ass.

Slowly turning around, I walked behind the desk. I found him stunned, as if my eyes were curious I looked down to see a long, thingy sticking up?

Once again to remind you that I am a virgin. To be exact I dunno what to expect if he ever shows me his gentle parts.

"Having fun already?"

My voice was weak, but somewhat it came across with powerful lust.. Does that even make sense?

I turned around once again, and started swaying my hips against his "stick".

With every encounter my ass had with his "stick", he groaned with lust that fulfilled within his voice.

"Are you going to tell me who that was and what you were doing with him?"

"I-I-I can-n-n't."

Through his grunts, I could tell that there was something going on between him & that boy that he wanted to keep on the down-low...

Forever did I hate imagining him being with someone else...but why?

I turned around, meeting his pure lust, red eyes.

"Then I'm not going to satisfy you Harry.."

I know, I was manipulating him. But I had a right. Right?

Harry, of course, was hesitant. Still, he remained calm.

"He is one of the Warriors & him and I were fucking. He has feelings for me, but I do too as well."

It was as if I had gotten stabbed with a knife over & over, & over; I became weak and vulnerable over Harry,at that moment, I thought I was going to collapse with unhappiness. Just to find that I was falling for Harry, even though he was a douche bag, I managed to.

My words were no more, but my action were put into action. With only my dignity I had managed to still keep, I grabbed my shirt and walked out of his office with tears streaming down my cheeks. Silently, and deadly.

***
I was in my room, still crying.

How could Harry? Do this to me? I thought we were mates? I thought he loved me?

I hate the feeling of being rejected, and ever so much I don't take it lightly.

I  feel so stupid for not knowing, I felt so ugly just because he probably thought I was..maybe that is why he was fucking that boy?

Harry was bisexual?!

Again, I felt dumb.

Child, why do you speak low of yourself?

I glanced to the window where the beautiful voice had came from.

She was beautiful, her skin glowed under the moonlight, her hair was extremely long like Rapnzuel, but was light brown.

The name is Nyx, I am the moon goddess.

The moon goddess! Holy shit!

"You're the one who had destined  Harry and I?"

Nyx had slowly nodded her head, and smiled ever so gorgeous.

"Why? Can't you see he has been trouble to me? Cannot you see that I am sick of his cheating, that I was not even aware of!? Ugh, why can't you just undo this?"

Managing to speak clearly through my endless tears. Nyx came to me on my bed, and took me into her arms.

No need my child. Although, I do not either agree with his decisions. I give my children free will, to chose good or bad. And even if you do think Harry is evil, he has good in him. I had destined you two, because you have so much purity to bring into Harry's life which he is in need of. Be patient my child, and you shall be blessed with never ending, unconditional love. Blessed be, my new born, for I will forever be here to answer your calls.

We had sat there for what had seemed like hours, until I fell asleep.