Casanova /// h.s.

Twenty-One

Becky's Dream

The green meadow was filled with green leaves, it felt like I was floating above the universe. There was a woman though, standing some feet away from me. I floated towards her, seeing if there was anything I could ask of her to know what this place is called. Once I was shoulder-to-shoulder with the woman, I had came to realize that the woman had brown long hair, brown eyes and she had on a long white gown that shaped her body well. I looked closer to her, invading her personal space, to see that she looked some what similar to me? Eh, that's weird...

"Maybe you should say something instead of looking at me like I am a alien?"

Her voice sounded so pure and so young?  

"Where am I? And who are you?"

The view that we had been witnessing with the meadow and everything green, had turned pitch black. The only thing that I could hear, was my scream echoing throughout wherever we were. I felt scared for my life. First of all, I never had met this woman so how could I even trust her with my life in her hands?  I looked around to see the whole entire meadow pitch black... Then I felt a tap on my shoulder.

I swung my left hand and met a smooth skin, making the back of my hand sting.

"Ouch!"

I heard the familiar, feminine voice come from the other end of my hand.

"Why did you hit me Becky?!"

The woman who I met seconds ago had appeared out of the darkness an was glowing with a white glow.

"Well how in the hell am I suppose to know you weren't a damn demon? It got so dark and I thought I was going to be killed or something ridiculous?!"

The  woman laughed, and smiled.

"I'm not a demon, I'm more like a angel. And to answer your questions, this is the field of Greenery.  My name is Elizabeth, just for your information, you'll be seeing me around not only in your dreams but in reality too. I know what Harry is like, Becky. An i can help you with any trouble you have about him, if you would like."

I was surprised by how nice Elizabeth is.

"Okay, I guess that will help maybe? "

Elizabeth shook her head.

"You must leave now...have fun, daughter."

Why did she call me 'daughter'?

Before I could even blink, everything had been gone and I was awake.

I sat up from my bed, with only my underwear and bra on.

I wonder what Elizabeth would think of me if she had seen me like this? She probably would've not cared..?

"We found Margaret.."

I looked in front of me to see that Harry was leaning against the wall. I already know why he is here, and that is to come and steal me once more. I really hate this.

"Did you kill her like how you killed the other thousand?"

I never thought I was going to say until we had left, but I guess it came out sooner than later. I had gotten up from my bed, still in my undergarment but I don't give a fuck at the moment.

"Why haven't you killed me? Mhmm, taking that you already know about Kyle and I, I am guessing that you want to kill me?

Harry didn't move, he smirked and just leaned against the wall like nothing had happened.

"I'm not going to kill you, my love. I will kill Kyle though. But I mean, that is what you were hoping for..since he cheated on you right? Don't you want him to be killed by your man? "

"You're not going to kill Kyle. 'Cause if I recalled, he is the only one that loves me. Unlike you, he actually cares for me and treats me like somebody. You just leave me in the dark, where Kyle places me in the light.. Harry, it feels like your are incapable of love, just because you had never received any, doesn't mean that you can instantly reject it!"

Harry looked away from me, and looked back with red eyes..lust.

"I will kill him for causing you pain, I don't give a fuck if you love him or he loves you..he broke you and made you into a depressed girl who thinks no one will ever love her and take advantage of her. I may not be incapable of love, but I am new to all of this shit just like you."

I understand him, and now he can understand where I am coming from.

"How could you even love me Harry? Sometimes, I feel like I should commit suicide just so everyone else can be happy..instead of me that is killing myself, why don't you just kill me? You've done it to many, so why would it matter if you had killed me?"

I felt tears slide down my face, and I felt his hand wiping away the tears.

"Don't ever say that. You mean so much to me, Becky."

I looked back up to his now blue eyes.

"Then why don't you ever show me that affection? You make feel like I am worthless every time you insult me or walk out on me."

"Becky, I am going to try. Tonight, I am going to take you on a date, okay?"

I smiled wryly. 

"Is Harry Styles, asking me out on a date?"

He smiled back.

"No, Harry Styles is asking out a gorgeous girl named Becky."

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Harry had told me that he will move in with me in my apartment, but on the holidays we will be going back to the castle in the underworld. I asked about how the council would feel about it, but all that he told me is that 'they are in conception with the idea'. I guess I am really not suppose to know what business there is between Harry and the underworld council but I am just glad that I get to stay home, my actual home.

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