Casanova /// h.s.

Twenty- Three

Becky's P.O.V

As Harry was kissing my neck, I felt pleasure throughout my body.. Too much pleasure that is. Sometimes when I was a child I thought about having sex, curiosity always lead me to thinking of what it felt like to be sexually active. Knowing what it feels like, I don't think I have the strength to be rid of this feeling, I don't know what I was thinking but I had the sudden urge to stop Harry from entering me.

With Harry not knowing I pushed him off me, and sat up straight in the bed with my hands covering up my face. What is wrong with me? I want to have sex with Harry, but something is just not letting me?

"I don't know what happened Harry? It just feels like something is preventing me from having intercourse with you?!"

I uncovered my face and realized Harry was outraged, he was ruffled up, he was aroused and disappointed for letting me get his hopes up high. Harry straightened his spine and looked hurt.

"I have a feeling I know why you're not allowed to have sex with me."

I asked how and at first he hesitated to answer me, but he got his ego back in place and told me.

"I have a feeling it's Nyx."

I questioned him... Why would Nyx, his goddess, stop us from having sex?

"I don't know why, but I just have a feeling."

I wrapped the sheets around me, and walked over to the bathroom.

"Maybe I can talk to her?"

Harry looked puzzled, like as if he never heard that it was possible.

"You can't... She never spoke to me, I doubt she will talk to you."

I shook my head back n fourth.

"She has talked to me before, she told me that she paired us for a reason, that we were meant to be.. She also mentioned that this relationship is going to take time."

"When did my goddess mentioned this to you? Was she present or did you just hear her voice and not see her?"

I clung on to the sheets around my body a little more tighter.

"She told me this after I had witnessed you and your warrior--- and I had seen her and also heard her. She has black long hair, flawless skin, beautiful eyes..."

As I felt my insecurities kicking in, I paused and when I was ready to keep talking, I continued to speak.

"But the point is, is that you never told me about Nyx besides saying that she is the one who made us a pair."

Harry laughed, and told me that he didn't need to inform me about his goddess.

I unwrapped the sheets and walked to my room in nothing but the dress he got me. Once I was in my room, I took the dress off and threw it on the floor and went to the bathroom.

I let down my hair from the ponytail, and walked to my bed.

Okay.. If he doesn't want to tell me shit, I'm not going to talk to him. Yup, the silence game.