Loved You First

#12 - Memories/Explanations

-- Angela's P.o.V --

I woke up with pain in my stomach, back and head. I went straight to the bathroom and started vomiting again. Ooh my god what have I done to myself? I thought as I got into the shower.

After I took a shower I put on my undergarments and put on some new clothes that I bought. I was wearing a hello kitty top that only went just above where my belly button can be shown. I wore my black denim skinny jeans. And my black high top shoes. I put my hair in a messy bun and applied light makeup so my appearance didn't look as bad as I did last night.

I went to the lounge room to see Lou and Liam watching T.V.

"I'm going back to my flat." before the boys said any other word I left.

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*at Me and Emz's flat*

"Hey, Em I'm home. Sorry I didn't text you last night and tell you I stayed the night at Lou and Liam's flat." I yelled as I got in the flat and closed the door behind me. I saw Emely sitting down in the couch on the phone. Who was she talking too? I asked myself as I went down and sat next to her. I started poking her side with my elbow.

She gave me the 'one minute please' sign. I waited until she finished her conversation on the phone. She then looked at me with a horrid and shock look.

"What happen to you?" she asked looking me up and down as I stood up.

"I had a little change." I said innocently.

"A little change? A little change?" her voice raised higher and higher.

"Okay a big change?" I said with a questioning look.

"Angie, your not like that. What have you done to yourself?" She questioned me with an angry look. Then that's when it all came back to me. What had happened before the accident when I saw Em and Zayn kiss.

I started to cry and not even knowing I had tears run down my face.

"Angie are you okay?" Em asked snapping me out of my thoughts.

"No. I don't know" I cried more and sat back down. I had my face in my hands and cried just letting everything out.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" she held me into a hug.

"If I tell you promise me you won't go nuts? And I know you really like Zayn and I hope this doesn't ruin us or our friendship" I started as she nodded her head. I stiffened up a little and started explaining.

"Me and Zayn have been best friends since we were little kids. I fell for him hard since that day I met him. And now I still like him. But then I also found out you liked him. And just about a week or two ago he asked me to be his girlfriend but I said no. And I had a reason why. Its not because you liked him. But I couldn't tell him and I can't tell you either. But I guess I should now"

** FLASHBACK **

"YOU" I heard a group of girls say. I turned around to see Bianca and her cat crew.

"Yes?" I was a geek back then in middle school.

I was always picked on and stuff until I met Emely. But that's not the case. I was back in elementary in 5th grade. Where Zayn was still there before he left for London.

Bianca and her cat crew, Me, and Zayn all use to go to the same elementary school. Chefly High Elementary.

"Your Angela Right?" they all got closer to me. I nodded my head in response. "We all know you like Zayn but he's mine." she said. She was scaring me a bit.