So ever thing is going great then November hits and you got to realize my grandma gots lung cancer and is really sick.So she's in the hospital in a coma I didn't know that she was fine when I went to go see her so I did then I went back to the waiting room and then later we left and went home I went to school and then I found out that she hit out one of her feeding tubes and died over night so I was depressed and didn't go to school and didn't want to do anything she was the only person I could talk to in my life with my mom working all the time and my dad doing god knows what but that's mainly it.