Caim

Chapter 9

We run together towards out pack as fast as we can. We left them alone after they were hurt by their Alpha, this might be some bad news for us. As we come closer to the pack I notice that everything is fixed, there is no smoke anywhere and there are no screams. I sigh in relief, but we still might be in trouble. Caims wolf nudges me a couple of times and I lick him in return. 

We finally arrive at the pack house. Everyone is in front of our home. Uh oh. We shift mid jump towards them. And everyone immediately quiets down and turn towards us. They all lower their heads and whimper.  I stand proudly by Caim, even though I feel disgusted by his actions towards our pack. 

"I'm truly sorry for all the pain your Alpha has put you all through. You might have no hope in him, but you can and need to have hope in me. I promise you that Alpha Caim will stop hurting his pack. Even though that is the only thing he probably knows. As your future Alpha female I wish for you to not give up hope upon us." I end in a sad tone. I feel Caim beside me freeze as I tell the pack that all he does is hurt people. I probably hurt him, but he hurts everyone else so were even. 

Everyone in our pack has tears in their eyes and they look at me proudly. I smile at them and an applause rings through the woods. They make room as I walk towards our house and drag Caim behind me. He is still as hard as steel. As soon as we are inside he closes the door. 

"What the fuck was that?" He growls out. I look at him without any emotion. "I did, what I thought was right. You're a cruel Alpha that needs some softness, so I brought that in this pack. You hurt me so many times, you have no idea, that is why I'm doing this. So no one will have to go through what I did." I finish and growl back at him.

He flinches back as if I slapped him. "What did I ever do to you, huh? Your pack probably kicked you out because you are a little bitch towards everyone that cares about you! So tell me what the fuck  did I do to you?!" He screams at me.

Tears start pouring out of my eyes as he finishes talking and regret hits his. "If you must know what you did to me I will tell you. You killed my parents and brothers in front of me. You didn't even blink. You killed my entire pack! And because of YOU is that I became a rouge wolf! I had to live in wilderness for the past 3 years! There were other male rouges that wanted me to be their mate for that time too! I was almost raped so many times I stopped counting. People hunted me. Packs hated me. I starved sometimes for months because I simply couldn't hunt alone, so yeah, you hurt me more than other wolves ever did!" I finish screaming and he pales.

 I run towards my room while tears leak hard from my eyes. He runs behind me and screams at me to stop. I don't hear him anymore. I open my bedroom door and quickly close it behind me. I slide down my door and I feel Caim outside banging on the door and shouting something.

But all I do is cry for my parents, brothers, my ex-pack, my future pack but mostly I cry for myself.