My Dream Life

Life Is Good

The morning is here so I'm off to school with Jordan! When I get there I meet with my friends and chat a little bit. At that time I get a text from Adam: 'GYM LOCKER ROOM NOW 😘'. I show it to my friends and after I hear some comments from them I run to the gym locker room. When I get there I see Adam waiting for me.
"Hello" he says
"Hello"
"How are you doing?" He says and he gives me a kiss
"Now I'm better!" I answer
*bell rings*
"We need to go to class. We're gonna be late." I say
"Well I was thinking that we could stay here for first period. Besides we have history and we both hate it." He says
"Stay out of class? I've never done that. I'm one of those nerdy students that don't want to miss their lessons so I'd better get going." I say
"It's just one time. And to be honest I've never done that either. We can live some adventure together!" He says
"I don't know..."
"C'mon Jade. Do it as a favor to me" he says
"Okay you convinced me! Let's do this" I say
I've never missed a class but now I'm doing. And as weird as it sounds I'm feeling good. I like it. The way he looked at me when he asked me this favor.... I've never this look in someone's eyes before. I think it's that look that convinced. I wasn't really thinking what I was doing and I didn't realize it until it actually happened. He has a way of making do things I never thought I'd do! Well we're talking about skipping a class but it's a big deal for me. I'm the kind of person who likes to follow rules and behave properly but know I feel different. But it's a good different! And I like it.
We spent our time in the gym locker room (not the ideal place, but anyway) talking about some stuff including my blog. Adam admitted he tried to start a blog but it wasn't very successful. He told me that the only way to make it popular and be a well-known blogger is to be myself on that blog and be real with my readers. He said that that's wha they want. They want someone who is okay with herself and is not afraid of showing it.
"There's a slight problem with that. I'm not confident at all." I say
"Why? Do you wanna tell me?
"Well, since I was in elementary school I didn't have many friends and I've been bullied for not looking like everyone else or liking the same things as everyone else." I say
"I get it but that's why I'm here. I'm here for you. We're together now. You can tell whatever you want and I can help you with that. You know Jade, I've never been very brave and stuff but the popular kids just came to me because I looked like them....But I never belonged with them. With you, though, I think I can be myself and be brave and confident for the both of us" he says
After that I literally couldn't form a word. He made me feel so comfortable with him. He is just perfect. Now I see why I really liked him for 2 years now.
The bell for second period rings and I think it's time to go to class
"I think we shouldn't miss second period too " I say
"Yeah, let's not be so bad from the first day." He says laughing
We started running to make it on time for class. Thankfully we made it and we entered the class on time. My friends looked at me so surprised.
"I didn't know you were the kind of person who misses classes to be with her boyfriend" Jordan says
"Yeah, I didn't know it either but Adam convinced me somehow." I answer
"You're such a badass" James says laughing

I'm headed back home and when I arrive I immediately open my blog. I haven't written in 2 days and I got some messages on what happened and why haven't I been active the past few days! I put my favorite music on and start writing.
"Dear Readers,
I'm really sorry I haven't been active the past few days! Some great things happened to me and I was busy with some stuff. But don't worry in back for good! First of all I want to share with you that the boy I like and I are together and I'm really happy about it. He also gave me some very nice tips on how to make my blog a bit better and I really appreciate it! At this point of my life I feel some feelings (does that even make sense??) that I've never experienced before. I thought I had faced love before but I hadn't. Love is something that when the time comes you'll know it's here. You don't have to listen to other people telling you when to love or who to love, and most of all you can't push yourself to love someone. Remember that...
Anyways I wanna thank you all of you once again for supporting me and asking for my blogs. Couldn't ask for better readers!
Please share this blog with your friends and suggest some ideas for the next blog!
Love, Jade"

And post....
I've decided to listen to Adam's advice and try to be real with my blog. Even if I'm not feeling confident or good enough one day, I'm gonna embrace it and talk about it. Besides my blog is a way of getting away from everything. I can be with people that don't me personally and talk to them honestly. I love the way this makes me feel.
I'm going downstairs for dinner and I can hear my mum and dad talking loudly for something. All I can catch is "ARE YOU SURE IT'S A GOOD IDEA?" And "KIDS MAY NOT BE HAPPY BUT THEY'RE GONNA LIKE IT EVENTUALLY " . As soon as they see me they stop talking and look at each other.
"What where you talking about you guys?" I ask
"Oh that? Nothing serious. It was about a movie" dad answers quickly
I pretend to believe them but I know that it's not it. It's something that they don't wanna tell me. But why? What could it be that they don't wanna tell me? I need to find out.
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