Broken-Hearted Fame.

Date Night

I ran down stairs fully prepared to jump into Harry's arms and kiss the living day out of him. I mean, this is the full start of our relationship; living together, being around each other each and everyday, working together to maintain the house, everything. As I reach the bottom of the stairs, Harry was no where to be seen. Now to speak of it, neither was Louis, Liam, Niall, or Zayn. I sighed as I saw a note on the table.

Dear Andy, 

I'm sorry we didn't wake you up, but there was an emergency meeting that we needed to attend. We'll be back momentarily. Breakfast is in the refrigerator!

- Liam, Louis, Zayn, Niall, and Harry xoxo.

I smiled at Harry's "xoxo" I mean I can't be and if it was a emergency meeting and they were considerate enough to let me sleep. I left on what I was wearing, after all I would just be at my house then back at Louis'. I sat on the couch and pulled out my cell phone. I checked Vine, then Instagram, then Tumblr. The daily routine. I sighed and put my phone down. I needed to sort out this Harry situation in my head. I like Harry, a lot. But, with all this running around and barely seeing each other, could I even call him my boyfriend? 

All I wanted was a solid based relationship. I missed Harry so much. I craved his lips, I want to feel protected, to be mad that he thinks I'm so vulnerable. Not being alone at Louis' eating left over hash browns. This whole thing would be so different if Harry hadn't became famous. I know that's horrible to say, but honestly. He'd have no meetings to attend, no dress rehearsals, concerts, recording deals. I'd be his and he'd be mine. But as much as I hated this, I didn't want to let go. At least not yet. 

I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I wiped it away quickly before it fell off my face. But this is all going to change once we reach California, right? I guess I'm just upset about this all. I just wanted to be able to fall for Harry, not that I already did. I guess I'm trying to say I want him to catch me. Another tear rolled down my cheek but this time I didn't wipe it away. I needed to stop holding in my feelings and let them out. 

Niall slammed the front door open, and I brushed the tear away quickly and jumped up. 

Niall laughed, "Didn't mean to scare ya, Andy." He seemed to be filled with energy. 

After Niall came Louis, then Liam, then Zayn. Where's Harry?

"Harry went to the store." Liam said as if he read my mind. 

I nodded slowly. Gos, was I mad at myself for putting me into this awful mood. I just wanted to go upstairs, cuddle up and cry. Louis raised an eyebrow at me, "Is everything okay?" 

I gave him a fake smile and nodded. Hoping that would work for now. Liam turned around and squinted his eyes at me. It looked like he was reading my soul or something. He bit his bottom lip and continued what he was doing. 

"So how was the meeting?" I asked Louis but I didn't take my eyes off Liam. 

"It was fantastic! Will said he's getting everyone to set up the condos, and they even had someone come in and tell us all the hot places there!" Louis exclaimed. 

I smile and nodded. "Why do you keep smiling and nodding?" Niall asked curiously. 

I strugged my shoulders. "I'm not in a talking mood." My voice had a bit of a crack to it. I hope that didn't make it obviously that I was upset. 

"That's unfortunate. How could you be so relaxed? We're leaving for California tomorrow night!" Zayn shouted as he shook me by the shoulders. 

I laughed a little, "I was just thinking about some stuff." My smile soon faded.