Ricky dillon's sister

chap25

Madi's pov
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So me being the lazy asshole that I am, decided that anymore walking was too much walking. I mean Kian and I had done the Hollywood walk and that shit is like 10 miles each way. Truth be I had Kian care my fat ass the way down, but 10 miles is still a lot!

Kian and I had both agreed that we could do the things he had planned some other time so we decided on going to see a movie.

I can't speak for Kian but I really don't want to go back to that house. I know it'll end up with more fighting and more broken hearts.

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The ride to the theater was silent, mostly because Kian is a horrendous driver and I made him focus on the road so he didn't kill himself. Like honestly, I could drive better, and I don't know the turn signal button from the window wipers.

After 20 minutes of pre-movie fighting we decided on The Boy. I normally can't stand horror movies but Amanda said it was great, and something a horror movie pussy line me could handle.

I'm kind of excited to see this, but also a little terrified. Like I said, I've never really been good with horror films, I'm more of a watching things explode kinda girl. Gotta keep it classy.

Kian on the other hand literally dragged me to the ticket booth. A freak like him would like horror.

He told me to go find our seats while he went to get some popcorn. I'm hoping he'll be to enthralled with the movie to notice that I'm not eating.

The theater isn't to packed. Just a few couples eating eachother, a group of friends, and some brave old lady. Surprisingly- and some what disturbingly, the couples didn't gravitate to the back few rows like they normally would. Instead they sat right in the middle of the room putting a show on for everyone. Thanks guys. So I sat in the back. Partially to get the hell away from the couples, and because lets face it, the back is always the best seat.The previews started and Kian came in just in time.

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He never noticed I wasn't eating, thabk God. However he did see me cower to the depths of my seat at the climax of the story. Over all it was a good movie but I'll definitely be checking my bedroom door tonight.

Currently I'm sitting in my temporary bedroom, texting Amanda about the movie on my temporary phone. It won't last, it never does.

"Madiiiii dinerrr." Connor scream. I throw my phone deap into the covers and turn off the light. One in a million chance he'll leave me alone thinking I'm asleep but hey, one in a million chance Ricky would make it on Youtube and leave me alone. I dive under the blankets just as the door is opened.

" Come on Madi. You're eating one way or another. "

Ha. Ha. Ha. Okayyyy.

I hear footsteps leading to my bed and I try my hardest not to noticeable tense. One again nothing ever works out for me and Connor sees.

"Alright, come on. Up." He yanks the blanket off and my phone falls to the ground, great hope Catman didn't crack my screen. "Fooooooooooodd!" He grabs my wrist (which are still sore) and drags me down the stairs. I don't even try to fight it anymore. I just don't care. I'll come down, push some food around my plate, make small talk, smile. Make them think you're trying. Make them happy then they'll eventually forget. And I can slip back into my habbits.

Connor sits me down then takes a seat next to Ricky. Jc is to my left and Kian is to my right neither Sam nor Trevor is here and Ricky and Connor are seated across the table. Strategic I admire that. Place me in between the two people I kind of trust so they make sure I'm eating, then Ricky in full view and Connor next to him. A taco and salad are already placed on my plate it looks good and I'm hella hungry but I can't. The guy's plates are full of shit. Tacos, burritos, a donut, watermelon the list goes on and I'm so jealous. They can eat all this shit and I can't! Like honestly. They get the career, the friendship, the money, whatever they want, and the can eat as much and not get fat. What do I get? Abuse, depression, 5 idiots babying me, and I can't even have toast with out looking like a beached whale. Love life. I want to scream and cry and show my anger so I shove it down instead. No need to ruin an ok day.

The guys are discreet but I know they're watching my every move. So I pick up a fork to make them happy and stab some plant onto it. I place it in my mouth but don't swallow. It was small enough it could fit under my tongue without being noticeable. The point was the motion caught their eyes, not how much food.

The guys are taking about their next tour or whatever. I'm just pushing the food around my plate and cutting jagged edges into the taco to make it look like I ate it.

"Can I sleep now." My voice is quite but Jc hears. He looks over my plate, then to the other guys. They do the same and some sort of eye communication. "Yea." I stand up but Jc leans over to whisper in my ear. "I'll be up soon, we need to talk a bit. Nothing bad I promise. "

My body freezes, but mechanically walks to the stairs. I spit the lettuce still under my tounge into one of Connor's succulents hanging in the hallway.

I told you nothing lasts.

Jc's POV

The boys and I decided it was best for one of us to talk to her every night, try and get her to warm up and trust us. I feel horrible for coming wasted last night. I can only imagine how terrified she was. I'm just glad Kian had some brains for once.

All I want to do is make amends. Hope she allows it.

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