Ricky dillon's sister

chap11

I silently climb into Jc's car and buckle up. He's still inside getting his wallet. I silently put my head phones in and blast Areosmith. I car sinks and I know Jc has entered.

He doesn't try to make conversation,  to which I am thankful for. I watch the typical cliché passing scenes go by for the next few minutes untill we pull up to Panda Express. Great. Fake, fatting Chinese food, my favorite!

Jc hops out of the car but I stay in place. There is absolutely no chance I am going in there! I mean are you kidding me?! Could you have atlest picked a place like subway? I probably still wouldn't be eating but it shows he put some thought into it. Ha! Who am I kidding? Why would anyone even bother for a second with me?

I nervously run a hand through my messy hair and crank up the music. Maybe he won't notice me?

*beep beep

I pick up my phone from my lap and pull up texts.

From: 123- 456- 7890
You coming.

What the crap? How in the heck did he get my phone number?!

To: 123- 456- 7890
Jc? How did you get my number?!

Maybe if I divert the conversation he'll forget and food. Who am I kidding? Its a long shot but I might as well try.

I refuse to add his number to my contacts. Adding his number means I'll be sticking around long enough for him to have a reason to text me, and I refuse to let that happen.

Ricky gave it to me.. now come on! I'm hungry!!!!!

I swear I am going to kill that boy!  If Jc has it that probably means the rest of the boys have it. Well, that's just fan freckentastic.  I can't wait till I get home so I can whoop his ass into shape. Ok Madi stay on track, distract Jc.

When did he give you that?!

The day before you came.. Now stop steering the convo away.

Idk what you're talk about.

Lies of course.

Madison Skye Dillon come now or I will get you out myself.

Well shit. Think fast. I could always book it.

No, I need my things and they would have atlest one off them stationed in my bedroom till they found me. He'll know I'm faking if I pretend I'm sick, what ab-

The driver's side door is opened and he sits down and looks at me.  Well this is awkward. I want to crawl out of my skin again... The look of disappointment is evident,  but what's new?

Honestly, I feel his eye's searching my face looking for a answer. I tilt my head down and take out my ear bud.

"Mcdonalds has a drive through.  To Micky D's!" He exclaims while pointing his fingers forward like we're about to go on the most exciting thing ever. I slowly nod and put my ear buds back in.

Does he really not understand that it doesn't matter where he takes me I'm still not going to eat?

***

" Mads, Mads wake up." I feel my body shaking and my eyes snap open and I push as far away from the movement as possible.

" Please don't hurt me! I'm sorry!!" I cover my head with my arms and push against the car door. 

Why do I not feel pain? Why hasn't he told me what a worthless bitch I am? Oh, he must be waiting for a clear shot to my face. God, why am I so stupid?

I slowly peel my hands from my face and look up. But what I see shocks me.

His face isn't angry or demonic. It isn't lusting over the preparations to hit me. It isn't the lest bit pissed. Instead pure shock is plastered all the way across. I dip my head down, ashamed of myself.  Why am I suck a fuck up?

"Madi. I-i would never hurt you." He whispers. Hid words are careful and slow, like even he isn't sure of himself. He's lieing. They all lie.

I can feel his eyes questioning me and I simply nod, in a poor effort to get of topic.

Thank Jesus he took the que.

" Umm w-what do you want from Mcdonalds?" Wow, this toipc sucks to!

I'm to tired to put up a fight,  and by the look on his face Jc is too.

" A salad? " I whisper. I'll just throw it up later. A huge smile ruins across his face and he's practically bouncing up and down. He quickly pulls into the drive thru and orders.

I silently look at the clock and see its 10pm.

What the he'll? How did it get so late?! Whatever not going to question it now.

Jc pulls out and hands me my food.

Fat.

Fat.

Fat.

Even though its a salad all I can see is fat. Jc looks at me and I nervously fiddle with the lid, trying to take it off. His gaze falls back on the road and I slowly pull of the lid.

Fat.

God Madi you're so fat!

Over and over again. That's all I hear as I stair at the food. I mindless my search my food scrutinizing everything about it.

Fat.

The voices are driving me crazy and all I want to do is scream.  I can't Jc already thinks I'm nuts, why give him more of a reason?

I slowly grab my fork and aggressive stab the lettuce.  I bring it up to my mouth and my hand trembles a bit.

Fat.

Worthless, fat bitch!

Damnnn how can you get that much?!

" I can't" I whisper and put my fork down.

I hang my head in shame. I can't even eat right!

Out of the corner of my eye I see Jc's hand sliding closer to my knee. He gently places his hand on my knee and for some strange reason, I don't flinch.

" Just one bite, baby. Please? " I cringe at the word 'baby' and struggle so hard to keep all the memories pushed away. "One bite."

I bring my hand up again. I try to stop the shaking but I know is not use so I give up.

I slowly place the food in my mouth and begin to chew. Every bit increasing harder untill I swallow.

Fat.

All the voices rush back and I want to puke. Just keep it down until you get home I remind myself over and over again until we pull up to the house.

It's pretty late do I'm assuming the boys are having their night out tomorrow.

I rush in the door and hurry up to my room ignoring whenever one of the boys says hi or smiles at me.

I shut the door and run to the bathroom.  I grab my toothbrush and imminently cram it down my throat.

The horrible food flys back up and into the toliet. Once I'm done I lean back on my heals and take a second to collect myself.

Better. Much, much better.

I clean up and almost instantly hop into bed and fall into a deep sleep of nightmares and flash backs...

It only took 11 chapters but the first day is finally over!!!! Yayyy. So from now on my updates are going to be longer so two or three days will fit into a chapter.

Well Merry Christmas or whatever you celebrate! Happy New year. OD on eggnog and avoid your crazy uncle! Love you all!!