Bella's POV.
I can remember it easily, the presents, the paper cut, the room full of vampires and yet I still managed to hurt myself. Clumsy old Bella sounds about right; the thing is.. I don't blame Jasper, he was an empath, he could feel other peoples emotions and if im correct bloodlust is an emotion. It wasn't his fault, his thirst and stack 6 others on top of that, I don't blame him for snapping, in fact I hope that he is okay. There is this nagging feeling in the back of my mind, telling me to get out of here and making sure he is okay, yet I don't have it in me to move.
The person I loved, the most important person in my life left me, in the woods, telling me that I wasn't good enough, I can remember it like it was only yesterday. He didn't want me, his family left me, just because of a stupid accident that wasn't even their fault, I caused them to leave, this was my fault. It had only been a week and yet I haven't left the house. Skipping school, not leaving my room, not checking my emails and not even answering the phone.
I knew that I was affecting Charlie, and I did feel bad yet there was nothing that I could do about it, it hurt, it was like my whole world is crumbling around me. My family left me. No one stayed. I drew them away. It's my fault they're gone.
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Just the beginning, im not entirely sure about this story just yet but if you comment your opinions and/or vote that may help.
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FanfictionWhat if Bella wasn't Edwards mate, what if she was Jaspers? What if this was the only way that Alice saw that it could happen? What if 4/7 Cullen's stayed behind? What if instead of Jacob, Jasper helped put Bella back together? This is a BellaXJas...
