My Major

Chapter 2

Jasper's POV.

Looking back at it now, I knew that I had made a huge mistake. I thought that I could handle it... obviously I was wrong. I attacked her, I attacked my brother's mate and I felt horrible about it, not the way that I should either but I pushed it to the back of my mind. I found it strange that he didn't stay to protect her, he moved away like the coward that he is, that was when I realised that something was wrong.

I knew that you couldn't leave your mate like that; I had seen it for the past hundred years. The way that Rose and Emmett acted around each other, how they wouldn't leave each others sights, let alone Carlisle and Esme, the way that they stuck to each other when they were both home. Thinking it now, I should have realised that what he was feeling wasn't right but I had always been pre-occupied. He wasn't feeling love and devotion; no, he was feeling a sick kind of dedication and lust, but not lust.. no, it was bloodlust.

How could I have been so stupid, I could have saved Bella from heartbreak and being able to feel it now, I knew how bad that it was. I could feel how much love she held for him, for the whole family; she had the purest kind of love and being able to feel it was amazing. I hadn't felt that kind of love directed towards me for a long time, Alice had told me that we weren't mate, although she won't tell me who it is, I knew that she knows who it is though. I see the looks that she gives me when she thinks that Im not looking, let alone the amusement that she sends my way.

As I look up at Bella's window, I hear her talking in her sleep, "Please don't do this, NO! PLEASE!" Im curious to what Edward had told her to why he left, why Esme as well as Carlisle joined him. "JASPER!,"why is she mentioning me now, "ALICE!" ... please don't tell me what im thinking is true, "EMMETT NO!" shit, "ROSE!", she was whimpering now, "..not you too." I can hear the pain in her voice and I couldn't stop my next reaction, I ran across her yard and jumped through her window. I went to wake her up, to tell her that we were here, to tell her that we all didn't leave, to tell her that we still loved her... to tell her that we wouldn't be able to leave her, that I wouldn't be able to leave her.. not now, not ever.

As I got close to her bed I noticed the tears streaming down her face, it broke my heart in 2 and I couldn't help the flurry of emotions that had left my control. I dashed out of her room into the forest outside. I heard her troubled breathing and the gasping, she was trying to gain her breath and calm down which I sent a little bit of calm towards her, "Jasper?" it was a whisper but luckily with my hearing I was able to catch it.

It took everything in me to not go to her and show her that I was still here but I stayed where I was. I heard her take one final breath before going back to bed. It wasn't until her breathing slowed that I let out the breath that I was holding. I thought of the words that Alice had told me before I left the house...

"Jasper, please don't let her know that we are here, it wont turn out well if she does. It will be hard but if you do this, I can see you both happy. You will know when the right time will be, but through this you need to trust me."

I was confused but she just smiled and had walked away. She had known that I was going to come here and that this was going to happen before I did. I sat in the dirt, lent my back against a tree, crossed my arms against my best, bent my legs out straight and crossed my ankles.

Looks like sweet little Bella is going to have a guardian angel for a while.

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