Ms. Paulson

Chapter 10

A/N short chapter but I want to do a time skip next time so yeah😝

~Lily's POV~

I couldn't help but stare at Sarah's chest. She didn't object though, until about a minute passed, then she brought the towel to her chest.

"I uh, it was uh your dog s-sorry um I'll leave..." I slammed the door and walked back the the living room with my head down. My face was burned, the blush I had was undeniably seen. The dog was now on the couch curled up in a ball, asleep. "Don't play dumb, dog." It's blue eye opened and stared right at me. "Smug bastard." I sat down next to it, angry and kind of pleased. I felt like a weird pervy teenage boy, staring at her. But how could I stop myself? She's a very beautiful woman. I texted Taissa and Evan immediately, telling them what had happened.

Evan😝💀: u should just fuck now
Taissa🌹😍: Lily no
Evan😝💀: Lily yes
Lily🌸❤️: idk what to do thou
Evan😝💀: FUCK
Taissa🌹😍: NO
Lily🌸❤️: maybe
Evan😝💀: YES DO IT
Taissa🌹😍: lily rabe so help me if u do I swear
Lily🌸❤️: jk jk
Evan😝💀: bruh
Lily🌸❤️: shit text u later here she comes

I put away my phone when Sarah walked in. She was now wearing black shirt with Pearl Jam logo on it, a red flannel, and high waisted shorts. She also had on high top black Converse.

"You look great. Sorry for back there, your dog," I motioned towards the dog next to me. "Wanted me to open it." Sarah giggled and nodded.

"Nova you little fucker." The dog jumped up and whined at Sarah's feet. "I still love you baby." She bent down to pet Nova. "Hope you aren't like emotionally scarred by that, like I know that was like scary because a grown woman has like no boobs." Sarah laughed, taking a seat next to me. I faked laughed, trying not to show my liking to what I saw.

"I mean Sarah, you looked good. Like goals." We both laughed. When we stopped we turned and faced each other. Our eyes locked, my stormy blue ones and her chocolate brown ones. I felt butterflies in my stomach. I wanted lean in and kiss her so badly.

"You really think so Lily?" I nodded quickly.

"Of course Sarah, you're beautiful. Inside and out." Sarah's lips grew into a soft smile.

"So are you Lily." Sarah sighed. "We need to talk." I nodded and looked at her, ready to listen. "I know that you like me. And to be honest, I like you too Lily. You're an amazing girl. I wish we could go on a date and get to known each like that but, you're only 17. It would be illegal and I could go to jail, and be fired. Hell I wouldn't be able to ever teach again. Maybe if you were 18, but until then we have to keep it to strictly friends." Lily's heart was confused. She was so happy Sarah felt the same way, but sad they couldn't be together.

"I turn 18 this summer. Then I'll be in college too. We could go on a date then." I was so excited and happy.

"Of course Lily, when's your birthday?"

"June 29th, I already decided on what college I'm going to. I wanna be a abnormal psychologist, and I'll minor in fine arts." Sarah nodded and smiled.

"Sounds great. What college?" My heart sunk. I was moving to Indiana to go to Manchester University.

"Manchester University in Indiana. Me, Tai, and Ev are all gonna go there. We didn't wanna go to college here. We want a simple small town place." Sarah's smile faded.

"So you're leaving here?" I nodded.

"Yeah, I'm sorry. It won't be until next August though. We can still go out a few times, if you want."

"Of course I want to Lily. Anyway, let's go get coffee, we can talk there." We left the house and got in my car. I plugged in my phone. Frances Farmer will have her revenge on Seattle played. Sarah said it was one of her favorite songs, and told me something that she could relate, being manic depressive. I felt so bad for her. I came out myself and told her I have PTSD from my mother dying and anxiety. We talked for a while about personal stuff. I learned Sarah's dad used to hit her and her mother when she was little. Resulting in their divorce. I told her about my mothers death, and how bad of a toll it took on Michael and I. I even talked about my oldest brother Jason. I felt like by the time we went home, we knew each other better than ourselves, and that was good.