Joelle was the only one who knew about my problems at home. Lendall you were the favorite kid to mom and dad, but you were so oblivious to it. You didn't know what mom and dad did to me when you were gone. They screamed at me for being a screw up. Threw things directly at me. When you came home though everything was okay and dandy. Mom why did you do that? You screamed and I was trying to fight it out. I hoped and prayed and waited it out.
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Dad I know we all have our demons but you said I was yours. What did that mean? Lendall I tried to keep this all from you. This is the first time your hearing this. Don't blame them Len, blame me. I did this to myself. Joelle when I told you about what happened at home you almost looked sorry. But what I didn't know then is that you were telling the guys. Ashton was the first to come up to me. Ashton you just had to tell me that I should kill myself and was such a burden. You were such a nice kid Ash. What happened? Was it when Michael invited you to their posie? I remembered the first time I met you. You were new to the school and I had such a big crush on you. I gave you a tour everywhere. You started to distance yourself and that's when it clicked in me that you had heard something. You would spare me glances. Give me dirty looks. What did they tell you Ash? I won't ever know now, but I doubt you would have ever told me. From, A sad hopeless girl
