Joshleen One Shots: By Joshandcolleen

<4> Don't Try So Hard

PLAY THE SONG!!

Colleens POV:

Slut.

Ugly.

Worthless whore.

Joshua deserves better.

Your so skinny omg, its gross.

Why are you still making videos.

Get a real fucking job, your to old for this.

I shut my laptop and sighed. It was a sigh that turned into a cry though.

Why were people being so mean all of the sudden?

"Baby is this shirt to small on me-"

Joshua was cut off by the sight of me crying.

"Colleen, sweetheart." he said coming over to me. I loved him but didn't deserve him. They were right. He was so perfect, he didn't ask me a lot of questions he just let me cry and let it all out.

"I love you Colleen." he said kissing my head. I got closer to him.

He lifted my head up and looked into my eyes and wiped away my tears.

"Whats wrong?" He asked. I got on his lap and straddled him.

"People are mean." I said leaning on him. He hugged me tight.

"I'm too skinny, i'm ugly, I don't deserve you-"

"Colleen stop." Joshua said seriously.

"Yes you are skinny and its not you fault. You are the most beautiful girl in this whole world, and I think many people would agree. I mean I think your pretty hot." He said smiling trying to get me to smile. I felt a little smile appear on my face.

"Colleen Mae Evans, you are not ugly, you really think I would marry an ugly person?" He asked with a little smirk on his face. I hit his chest playfully.

"Still Joshua, people are so mean and make me feel like a nothing. Like its true, without make-up on I look like a truck ran over me." I said getting tears in my eyes again.

He got up and grabbed my hand and lead me to our bathroom.

He got out a make up wipe and gave it to me.

"Take off your make-up." He said.

"What? No." I said. He looked at me with his cute puppy eyes.

"For me?" he asked. I groaned and took the wipe and took off my makeup.

Once I was done I looked at him annoyed.

"What now?" I asked.

He looked up at me and stared at me with this look that just made me feel so confident.

"You look prettier than ever right now." He said looking into my eyes, really meaning it.

He pulled me into our closet and took of my shirt an stare at my body.

"My god your perfect." He said kissing me. He took of my pants and handed me a oversized t-shirt with no pants.

"I didn't shave." I said looking down at my legs. He didn't answer me, he just put the shirt on me. He picked me up and we went out into our living room. He grabbed my laptop to put something up but the comments were still up.

Your a skinny bitch who doesn't deserve anything she has today. She needs to die in a hole.

I had it, I hate this so much. I grabbed onto Joshua. I hated it when people cared for me but right now I need him more than ever.

"Colleen listen to me. To probably over 3 million people, you are the most amazing perfect girl int he world. Combined you have frickin 8 million subscribers. You have so many people that look up to you. Plus colleen, you are the highlight of  my life. If I didn't meet you I would probably be so depressed. You make me whole. You don't have to try to make people happy, you being yourself is what everyone loves." He said smiling a little. I hugged him tight.

"I love you. Thank you. I don't think I can say that enough." I said. He hugged me back tighter.

"I love you so much. You are the love of my life. I choose you always. I will always be here for you." He said.I kissed him and leaned my head on his shoulder as he turned on the TV.

He is truly the best thing that has ever happened to me.