Joshleen One Shots: By Joshandcolleen

<2> Thats Life

Joshua's POV:
Colleen flipped over the test.

Negative

"I hate this! I hate myself!" She screamed. I hated hearing those words. She tried to walk out but I grabbed her in my arms. She held onto me tight.

"I'm so sorry Joshua. I can't give you what you want in life. I want kids too. Just leave me go find somebody who will give you kids." She said sobbing.

"Colleen stop right now." I said seriously.
"Colleen Mae Evans your are the love of my life. Kids or no kids, I don't care. I'm with you and that's all that I need. You are my other half. You are my soulmate. I promised you Colleen I will never leave you or love anyone else. I think it is physically impossible for me to break that promise. I love you, no words can't describe how much I love you. Listen, we will have kids one day, we will do what ever it takes." I said. She nodded in my chest.

"I love you Joshua." She said quietly.

"I love you too sweetheart." I said and kissed her head. She seemed to have calm down.

"What if I-"

"I don't want to hear the what if, let's just focus on what is actually gonna happen." I said. She nodded and kissed me softly.

"I just want to cuddled and watch Netflix." She said still sad. I picked her up bridal style and brought her to the couch. I got next to her as she laid her head and slowly.

"I love you Colleen. You are the most perfect girl in the world." I said.

"I love you. I love everything about you. Thank you." she said.

She got closer to me and fell asleep of my chest. I love her.