Bitter Sweet • W.J.K.

Chapter 24: Sorry

The whole class period I felt super guilty. I don't know why but I did. I twirled the pencil in my hand while resting my head on my hand, listening to the teacher's lesson. I sighed. 'It's weird. I shouldn't be guilty but I feel really bad for Qi Qi. I feel like I, myself, broke up her and Jun Kai's friendship.' I thought while twirling my pencil fast. 'Maybe I should go talk to her. Just so I can get this guilt off my chest...'

Lunch arrived before I knew it and I shot up from my seat. Jun Kai blinked and giggled a bit before getting out of his seat and walking over to me. "Heheh do you wanna stay in the class room or sit in the cafeteria?" He asked.
I smiled nervously, rubbing my arm slightly. "O-Oh! Um I won't be able to eat with you today Jun Kai. I have uh... A club meeting in lunch so I'll probably be eating at the club room."
"Oh.. Alright then." He smiled before leaning down and giving me a quick kiss.

"Hey! Love birds! No PDA!" A boy from the classroom shouted while others snickered. I blushed before rolling my eyes and giving Jun Kai a smile. "I'll see you after lunch alright?" I hugged him before pulling back and walking to the classroom's door. I turned back and gave Jun Kai a wave and a smile before walking down the hall.

I sighed to myself, 'I gotta go talk to Qi QI. She might not deserve it but I feel really bad for her. Plus I need to lift this guilt off my shoulders.' I thought while walking around, looking around for Qi Qi. I asked others if they've seen Qi Qi but no hope. Eventually I found her sitting on top of the roof, back against the wall, poking her food with her chopsticks lightly while she gazed at it blankly. I gulped, feeling nervous that she'd attack or hit me. I slowly walked over to her, holding my lunch in hand and having a small frown.

"H-Hey Qi Qi..." I mumbled, waving and giving her a soft smile. She looked up at me with a bit of hope in her eyes before they shifted into narrowed looks. "Oh it's you. What do you want? Why don't you just go back to Jun Kai." She murmured while going back to looking at her food. I sat next to her and opened my lunch, "To be honest I felt bad-"
"Well you should be." She snapped, glaring at me liked last time but frowned. "You ruined my relationship with Jun Kai."
".........." I kept silent, 'Ok why was I guilty again? She clearly doesn't know she was the one who ruined her own relationship with Jun Kai.' I rolled my eyes and let out a small sigh so she wouldn't hear. "Yeah... I didn't mean to break you two apart.."
She huffed, "Well you did. And now he hates me." She set her food down on her lap before crossing her arms. I was about to say something but stopped when Qi Qi spoke. "Jun Kai... I.. Didn't really love him until now.. I didn't like him before but I always thought of him as a brother and that he'd stay with me forever. Childish I know. I thought that if I pretended I liked him before then he'd accept my 'confession' and stay with me. But instead he reject me and I guess I snapped?"
I blinked but listened to her words, 'It's like in those dramas where the mean girl explains why she was being so mean to the main character...' I thought while listening to her.

"Jun Kai. I guess I fell for him when I saw how much he cared about you. I got jealous that he cared about another girl. Hah what a fool I am. Though I've always been a complete idiot thinking Jun Kai would stay with me." She sighed.
I put a hand on her shoulder, "Hey. Qi Qi. It's fine. People get jealous and people do things like that. You were just blinded by jealousy whether love or just plain out regular jealousy."
'Did the even make sense?' I made a face while thinking about whether that even made sense or not. "The point is! Is that um... Uh.. Your uh over him?" I asked quietly. Qi Qi chuckled a bit while I just stared at her, shocked that she laughed. "Haha. Yeah I guess... Sorry.."
"Huh?"
"For hurting you. Threatening you. Abusing you." She frowned once more. "I really was a bad person.."
I gave her a small smile, "As long as you know what you did wrong then it's alright." I grinned.
"Really?" She asked while giving me a surprised expression.
"Well yeah." I beamed. 'Your just lucky I'm the type forgive easily.'
She gave me a small smile, "Thanks... Tell Jun Kai I'm uh.. I'm sorry too... He probably won't forgive me after what I've done for so many times but I just want him to know that I'm sorry." She mumbled. I nodded, "I will."

The whole time at lunch I talked to Qi Qi, trying to work things out a bit. Once lunch was over I walked her to class and dashed to my own class. 'Phew. Luckily I worked hings out with Qi Qi... Who knew she never liked Jun Kai but was only just jealous that girls could be with him.' I thought while hearing the bell ring. 'Gah! I'm late!' I gritted my teeth and quickly ran. Before I knew it I bumped into a someone taller then me. I braced myself just cause I knew I was gonna fall on the floor, shutting my eyes. I felt a hand grab mines and pulled me back up from mid air between the ground and the person. I felt him twirl me and did a small dip, what are we dancing?

{Ok I know this chapter was mostly just you (the main character) talking things out with Qi Qi and stuff. But I promise the next chapter would be a bit more interesting? XDD Oh well stay tuned for the next chapter!! :3 Also I think you can guess who the mysterious person is lolol it's not much of a secret CX }