Your Jade

When you need someone the most

*Jade's P.O.V*

I couldn't. I can't. I won't. Harry does not deserve this. He's been broken lately.. And he's been coming to me for comfort. I did this act for his reputation.. The reputation that keeps him going. And because of Josh's awful plan, my mind's going crazy.. I can't.

Walking back to where Harry was seated, I sighed and sat next to him. "Hello back" I heard him say. I looked over at him to reveal him smiling widely. That's when a pang of guilt hit me. I'm going to use him..? No.. There's no way Harry will fall for me. I need to believe this.

His fingers snapped in front of my face pulling me out my thoughts. "Are you alright?" Harry asked. "Hmm." I gave him a smile.

And soon we boarded our flight and got to our seats. We were obviously booked for first class with our own little compartment. One of the millions of things that puts a burden on me. I'm technically using everything that belongs to him. His money.. His fame.. His everything..

The flight consisted of Harry deliberately trying to make lame jokes as usual. It felt nice to just get away from all the stress and be with someone I love so dearly.

I looked over at him, his eyes were closed and it looked like he was asleep. "Harry?" I called out softly in hope he'll answer. "Hmm?" He replied immediately. I prompted myself properly on my seat to talk to him. He opened his eyes and looked at me with raised eyebrows. "I.. Was wondering if.." I started but I was immediately cut off by him. "Don't wonder Jady, I'm not telling you another one of my famous jokes." He said and closed his eyes once again. "No." I replied abruptly that caught him off guard and he opened his eyes again and looked at me more seriously. I took a deep breath and spoke. "Would you trust someone who lied to you?.. Like.. But for a reason?" I asked in hope. This time he sat up properly in his seat and furrowed his brows in confusion. "Why are you asking me this, love?" He reached for my hand and held it in his warm one. "And if you're wondering, yes. I would trust someone who lied to me.. For a reason." With that I calmed. "Why, though?" I asked. He paused for a brief moment before he smiled and spoke again. "Because at a stage of life, everyone lies. And at that stage of life, we all hope for someone to be by our side when we need them the most. Lies can be changed but people cannot." He said. I took all that in, thinking about me. I was in hope for him to be by my side when I needed him the most.. But he was off with Tanya. "But why are you asking me this, so sudden?" He asked enlightening the mood. "No reason" I replied, giving him a smile. He looked at me, reading my face completely. He knew I was lying. "If you say so." He smirked and pulled me in to lay with him. the wait for the destination began with him playing with my hair and me tracing the tattoos on his arms.

There's a possibility, if.. He falls.. He'll trust me.. And understand that I did it for a reason. And he'll be there for me when I need him the most. Hopefully.