Your Jade

Our little family

*Jade's P.O.V*

I'm extremely anxious about Harry coming over tonight. I went to the doctor with Gemma on that day just to fully confirm. The whole past week, I've been thinking of way to tell him he's going to be a dad. I hope he'll be happy with it. Nervousness is literally eating me alive. Harry called a while ago saying he'll be home under 30 minutes. My heartbeat increased bit by bit as those 30 minutes decreased minute by minute. The girls were giving me all sorts of ideas to tell him. To make an Easter egg fortune cookie type of thing with a paper saying he's going to be a father and what not. But I decided to stay simple. I hope he'll accept it. It's true that we're young and that it's too early for a baby.. but who knew.

I poured some wine into glasses and placed them on the dining table along with the dinner I prepared for Harry and I. He should be here anytime now. The doorbell rang immediately after my thought. I took a deep breath and walked to the door to reveal the heart throb with green eyes but that did not happen. "Josh." Was all I could say before I turned pale. He stood there with a smile on his face and a red rose in his hand. My reaction was to shut the door immediately but he stopped it by placing his foot. "Jade, I'm not going to hurt you." He said. "I don't trust you." I said honestly trying to shut the door. "Jade. Listen to me." He begged before pushing the door open. I immediately back off as he came in and shut the door behind him. "I'm going to call the security." I threatened him. He chuckled in return completely ignoring my threat. For some odd reason, I didn't feel scared. "This is not Bali, where there's no security to protect you, Jade." He said and placed his fingers under my chin. "Don't touch me." I slapped his hand off. "alright. Alright." He said and put his hands up in surrender. "What do you want now?" I asked him annoyed for the millionth time. "And don't say 'you' again. You'll never get me." I told him bitterly. He smiled in response and extended his hand out to me with the rose in his hand. "Just wanted to congratulate you for the little baby." He said. How on earth did he know. "How..?" Before I could even finish my sentence, he interrupted. "Let's just say, only you dislike me. Or should I say hate me. All your friends love me." Leaving me in pure disgust, he turned around and left my house. One of the girls told him? Or the boys? Gemma told Liam about it and strictly told him not to tell anyone. Especially not Harry. I ran my fingers through my hair and took a deep breath. At least he didn't hurt me like last time.

Tracing me out of my thoughts once again was the door bell. I rushed to the door before stopping abruptly. What if it's Josh again..? No. He left. It should be Harry. I closed my eyes for a brief second and opened the door. This time, the sight warmed me Immediately. Harry stood there with a dimpled grin and wide eyes and extended his arms our for me. I immediately hugged him as he nuzzled his face in the crook of my neck and placed his arms around me tightly. "I missed you, love." He said. "I missed you too." I replied him. His touch warmed me instantly. He is someone we all need in life. I couldn't help but feel safe in his embrace. He let me go after a while and giving me soft kiss before bringing his bag inside and taking his shoes off. "I smell my favorite food." He said humming in satisfaction. "Yep. But." I started. Should I tell him before we eat or after? "But what?" He asked me as he took off his jacket. Might as well tell him now. "I have to tell you something." I told him. "Sure." He said and diverted his full attention to me, looking into my eyes. This is it. It's either a good news for him or a bad news. I could feel my heart beating really loud. "Okay. So." I took a deep breath. "I know it's very early. I know we never expected this. It might be a good news for you or a bad one. I understand and will accept whatever you want. I'm sorry if this would be a bad news and you're welcome if it's going to be good." I started fumbling with words. "Jade. Is everything alright? Why are you so nervous?" He asked me. I started fidgeting with my hands and his attention diverted to my hands. "I'm pregnant." I blurted. And looked at him. His eyes snapped from my hand into my eyes putting me under pressure. His face was blank and I felt even more nervous. Why isn't he reacting. I looked back down at my hands to prepare for what he's going to say. I know I should've been careful. I should've known that this is too early for us. I should've known. I felt his hand reach out to me making me look up at him. His face told me a different story. There was a wide grin on his face with his eyes bright. "You mean.. I'm.. Going to be a dad.?" He asked softly still smiling widely. Relief flushed over me and I nodded with a small smile. "No way." He exclaimed excitedly and caught me off guard picking me up and twirling me around with him. "I love you, I love you, I love youuu Jade!!" He repeated closing his eyes and smiling. He let me down after a while before looking into my eyes and holding my face in his hands. "When did you find out?" He asked me. "A week ago." I told him. "Why didn't you tell me, gosh. I'm so happy." He said. "I wanted you to be here. With me." I replied. Without saying a word, he sealed our lips with pure love. He's happy with it. He rested his forehead on mine breathless and placed his hands on my waist. "Why would you think that it would be a bad news?" He asked. I had no words to reply him at this point. "I love you and creating my little family with you is something I want. I know it's unexpected. But I'm so happy. Jade, I cannot even tell you how I happy I am. You've given me the best news ever." He said placing a kiss on my forehead. I gave him a smile. "Now." He said and sat down on his knees facing my stomach. "Hmm." He said and pulled my shirt up to reveal my stomach. I chuckled at his actions. "Harry, it's not even a tiny bit grown yet." I told him laughing. "Shhh" he shushed me placing a finger on his lips acting annoying by me. "I'm talking to my little princess." He said. "Oh. So you want a little girl." I said out loud. "Hmm. Or a little prince. Or both. Can you manage that, my queen?" He asked me acting all posh. "Just one please." I laughed. "Just one for now." He corrected me. He truly made me happy. "And I'm happy with any." He said about the gender placing a kiss on my stomach and got up, holding my hands. "As long as he or she and you are healthy and happy." He finished off his sentence giving me a smile. I nodded and hugged him. It all went so easily. He accepted it just how I wanted. I can't believe it. "Now let's finish up some food before I lay next to my little kiddo and talk." He said holding my hand and leading me to the dining table making me chuckle.

Everything I've imagined didn't disappear this time. He's happy and so am I. Genuinely. Our little family starts from here.