Who Would've Ever Knew

Chapter 9

Cara's POV

Here we are inside our bedroom, Kendall by my side sleeping like an angel, the events a while ago keeps playing in my head, the thought of Kendall kissing other people hurts like hell, Why? Does it hurt like this? Then realisation came down to me, We are not a couple so I don't have to be upset with her, Eventhough she said sorry to me, It doesn't change the fact that she kissed Gigi, The damage has been done, I don't want to feel it anymore, God! It was awful, Now I understand the people that slits their wrist, because they can't bear the pain. Why? Kendall? How can you do this to me without knowing my true feelings for you, as these thoughts came to my mind, I looked at the sleeping angel beside me. I looked at her face, God, she is so beautiful, Maybe Kendall felt that someone is staring with her, she opened her other eye looking at me.

Cara? Why are you not sleeping? Kendall asked with a raspy voice.

Hmm. Because I'm staring at the beautiful girl beside me, that happens to be my bestfriend, I said with a smile in my face

Kendall blushed with my reply, but then suddenly her facial expression changed it became sad.

Why are you sad? Is there a problem? I asked her. She just bow down her head. I lift her chin using my index finger and looked her in her eyes, there's sadness in her eyes and it looks like she is about to cry.

Sorry, Kendall said as a tear fell from her eyes

I just looked at her and wiped her tears using my thumb and give her a warm smile.

Sorry, Sorry, Sorry Kendall repeated the words again and again.

Kendall? Please? Stop apologizing, Why are you even apologizing to me? We are not in a relationship so whoever you kiss is your choice, I don't have the capability to stop you, as long as you're happy I'm happy too, I know this is the right thing to do, letting go of the person you love to find her own happiness.

I'm waiting for Kendall's reply but she just cried in my chest. I just rubbed her back up and down. I'm going to speak but Kendall spoke.

Cara? Why are you doing this to me? Kendall asked while sobbing

Huh? What are you saying? I said confused

Why are you letting me to find my happiness? I'm I that easy to forget? I'm not a toy that you can easily give to people that needs me. Kendall said.

Wow?! She just misinpreted me. How can I explain this to her. Haixt, As far I remember I'm the victim here. How ironic xDD

Kendall lifted her head waiting for my reply.

I looked at her eyes. Eventhough they are red now it is still captivating. I breathed and told her what my heart really feels.

Kendall, you're not that easily to forget, you are my bestfriend for crying out loud, you are one in a million, God knows how much I love you, but if I'm not you're happiness I'm willing to to let you go to find your happiness, It's unfair for you if I'm the only one happy, You must find yours to even if its not me.

But you are my happiness ! Kendall blurted

What?! I was surprised on what she said to me, but it brought a smile my face. All the events that happened a while banished, hearing those words from Kendall makes my heart flatter.

Without saying a word I leaned closer to Kendall and slowly kissed her lips, I poured all my feelings for her on that kiss, and the most important thing is that she kissed me back, at first it was slow but you can feel the passion, it's like our first kiss, Kendall tried to deepen our kiss and I happily granted what she wants by letting her tongue in my mouth, I was the first to pull back from the kiss, she just smiled to me and kiss me again, this time I can feel her happiness as she kissed me, As of me being carried away by the kiss, I took all my strength to be on top of Kendall, still not broking the kiss, you can say that I'm the aggressive one here. As she deepened the kiss, my hand slipped under her shirt touching her breast, as I massaged her brest, a moan escaped in her lips, I'm enjoying hearing her moan especially when the reason of it was because of me. I slowly lift her shirt wheb suddenly I heard the words that caused me to stop.

You know it's too early for that? Kendall said breaking the kiss with a smile in her face.

I was so embarassed, I just realized what I'm trying to do with Kendall, I'm trying to undress her, My face easily became red because of embarassment,;God! I'm so sorry Kendall, I'm just carried away.

Kendall chuckled with my reaponse, It's okay Cara, Don't worry I'm willing to give it to you, just promise me one thing.

i blushed at her, Wow! What is this kind of feeling? Happiness to the max? And she's willing to give it to me. I can die right now ! Hahaha. But Kendall cleared her throat snapping me back to reality.

And what is that thing you want me to promise you? I asked Kendall.

Promise that you will not leave me. Kendall said.

I swear! Crossing my heart to be more convincing, with that Kendall simply smiled and took my little finger and tangle it with her pinky,

Pinky promise? Kendall asked.

Pinky promise, I replied, with that I kissed Kendall one last time before cuddling with her.

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Wow?! Just WOW !! It's my first long chapter ?! Hahahahahahaha.. that's all xDD