"Jackson" I asked
"I won rock paper scissors but Mark wanted to come" he said
"Where are the others" Candi asked
"Mark is hiding and the others are talking to strangers" he said
"Where is he hiding" Keisha asked
"Behind you" Mark said making us scream
"Hi, I'm Jackson Wang and this is Mark Tuan" Jackson said
"We know you dance good but we want to see how well you dance alone" Mark said
"Freestyle" Jackson said
"I can't dance" I say
"Lies" Keisha coughed
"Bonnie is going first" Jackson said as Jungle by Jon Bellion played, Bonnie, Rebecca, Luna, and Celeste danced to that song. Alex and Keisha got to dance to Slow Motion by whomever but no I didn't get a smooth song. Jackson and Mark played Elephant by Vestage, it's one of those songs with hard hitting sings for raves and stuff.
"You have to dance" Jackson said, I danced then sat down
"What's wrong baby" Mark asked
"I hate America" I say
"If you're nice I'll buy you donuts and we can watch anime and cuddle all day" he said
"Okay" I say, they put us in groups of 2 or 3. I ended up with Bonnie, Luna and Alex were together, and Candi Keisha and Celeste were in a group. They assigned each group a song and we had to make choreography for it. Bonnie and I were assigned ice Cream by OMFG. We all danced then went around talking to people,
"Hi I'm in a Korean music group would you like to be in the music video" I said in Korean
"What" the lady asked
"Oh sorry um, I am in a Korean music group would you like to be in the video" I ask
"Are you sure, you don't look Korean" she said, I pulled up a video of Diverse and the lady stared at me
"I'm in a Korean music group" I say
"Those moves look so hard" she said
"They are, is that a no" I ask
"Sure I'll be in a video" she said
"Okay thanks" she said
I was done after that lady, I went to the hotel and watched the last quarter of the super bowl. My phone started ringing and I answered
"Where are you" Mark asked
"At the hotel" I said and hung up, I went out and got 3 boxes of donuts, 2 pizzas, and popcorn then went back to the hotel and showered. I put on a Bunny onesie and watched anime while eating donuts and popcorn, when I got to the 5 the episode of ATOT I ate pizza. I snuggled up in a blanket on the couch talking to Buffy,
"Jazmyne we're going out to eat come on" Bonnie said
"I'm tired of people, leave me alone" I say, she left without a reply.
After a while Mark came in,
"Come on Jagiya" he said
"Leave me alone" I say
"Tell me what's wrong" he said
"I want to die" I said
"Why" he asked
"I'm tired of ignorant people and everywhere I go there are ignorant people, I want to go back to the dorm and be around the people on the block that I help out and buy food for, I hate America because that's where the worse people in my life are" I say
"What happened" he asked
"When I first started school I was bullied and continue getting bullied for dumb reasons, I got bullied for my race, my hair, my height, my body, my intellect, my movements, my whole personality and I tried to be nice and shrug it off but everything came harder, so I put on a smile and try to make other peoples lives better when on the inside I just don't want to exist anymore" I said, he pulled me close as I cried on his chest
"Why do you want to die instead of waiting for it to get better" he asked
"I've been waiting since I was 5 I just want to end the suffering" I say
"Please don't kill yourself" he said
"There are 7 billion other people in the world and 7 others that look like me" I say
"But they don't have your personality" he said
"I have a horrible personality" I say
"You have a great personality" he said
"No I don't" I say
"Can I see your arms" he asked
"Why" I ask
"Just let me see" he said
"I didn't cut that bad" I say rolling up my sleeves
"Things will get better" he said
"Okay" I say, he wiped my tears
"Look into my eyes" he said
"Okay" I sniffle and look into his eyes
"So many people care about you, dying will just make the ones that love you suffer the rest of their life because they couldn't stop you" he said
"Okay" I say
"Are you gonna wear that out to eat" he asked
"Yeah" I say
"You're so adorable" he said, I put on some Timberlands and went down stairs where the others were waiting.
I got strange looks but I didn't really care what these people thought,
"Where are we going" I ask
"I just want food" Bambam said in Thai
"Me too" I say, we high five making the others look at us confused
"How about Olive Garden" Bonnie said
"What's it like in there" I ask
"You've never been to olive garden" Bonnie asked
"I had to stay home to clean" I say
"Oh, well it's really good" she said, we went into Olive Garden and our waitress squealed when she saw us
"You're Jazmyne" she squealed
"Hi" I said
"Fangirl on your own time, Emily" another waitress said, she looked over and screamed
"Same to you" Emily said
Time Skip
We went back to the hotel after finally getting our food, Mark for filled his promise and cuddled with me.
"You okay" he asked
"Yeah" I say
"What do you want to watch" he asked
"Gravity Falls" I say
"Your dad has a cartoon" Mark asked in the middle of the puppet episode
"I guess" I say, I eventually fell asleep after a while.
I woke up to squealing,
"You guys are so cute" Tiffany squealed
"What time is it" Mark asks
"6 am" Tiffany said
"Where's my phone" he asked, Tiffany got his phone off the charger and gave it to him
"What's on your schedule" I ask
"I have to work out" he said
"Okay" I say and try to move away
"Not yet" he said and pulled me closer, Tiffany took some pictures but I didn't really care. In two seconds I got a call,
"Hello beautiful" Buffy said
"Hi" I said
"What are you doing" he asked
"Talking to you" I said
"I have surprise for you" he said
"What is it" I ask
"I had your manager's assistants drop it off at your door" he said
"Okay" I said, he hung up and I went to the door. I opened the door and there was a big box, I took the lid off and Buffy popped out.
"Did you miss me" he asked
"Of course I did" I hugged him then let him in,
"Come back" Mark whined
"Buffy's here" I said
"Come back" he whined
"Go back to sleep" I said
"I'm gonna be here all day" Buffy said
"Yay" I said
"Go get dressed" he said
"Where are we going" I ask
"Just put on the first casual thing in your closet" he say, I went to my room and put on black shorts, a white t shirt, and black boots. I put on my gold triangle locket, then mascara and ChapStick.
"Where are we going" I ask
"You'll see" he said, he put a bandana over my eyes as soon as we got in the car. After a while we got out and he guided me somewhere loud, he took the bandana from my eyes and we were in Disney World.
"Why are we in Disney World" I ask
"I thought you'd like it" he said
"Thanks for trying but I don't like America" I say
"At least try to have fun" he said
"Okay" I said
We went on a ton of rides and I even got to meet Tiana, Merida, Mulan, Iridessa, and Mickey. We ate and walked around taking pictures, around 8 we went back to the hotel.
"So you had fun" he asked
"Yes, especially since you're here" I said
"Well I am amazing" he said making me laugh
"That's true" I say as we went into the hotel room.
We hung out for a few more hours,
"I have to go" he said
"No" I whined
"I'll see you when you get back" he said
"Do you promise" I ask
"I promise" he said looking me in the eyes, we started to slowly lean in after a while. His lips moved in sync with mine, it was complete bliss. After a while we needed oxygen so he pulled away.
"Jazz" Alex walked in
"Yeah" I ask
"Why do you sound breathless" she asked and came in the living room
"Why are you back" I ask changing the subject
"Someone brought a boy" she smirked
"No he flew here to see me, I didn't tell him to or make him" I say
"So you're dating" she asked
"I don't get asked out anymore so no" I say
"I need to catch my flight, I'll see you when you get back to South Korea" Buffy kissed my cheek
"Okay, bye" I say
"Who do you like" Alex asked
"Who do you like" I ask
"I have a boyfriend back home in Florida, don't change the subject" she said
"I don't know" I say
"Who's your favorite person in the whole world" she asks
"My dad because he knows everything and I don't like ignorance" I say
"Who's your favorite person to talk to" she asked
"Myself because I need to talk to a smart person sometimes and I think differently than others" I say
"What's your favorite color" she asked
"Black like my soul" I say
"What's your favorite animal" she asked
"Blood hound or wolf" I say
"What's your favorite food and sweet" she asked
"Rice and chocolate but I don't eat them around people" I say
"Why" she asked
"Because I won't share" I say
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FanfictionJazmyne has a horrible life, she's always thinking of suicide, she hates herself, she isn't a people person, she cuts, and she cries herself to sleep. All of that changes when celebrities and step into her life to try and fix her. Will she be fixed?