Sadness

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"I'm full" I say
"You only ate one tiny tart" Moa says
"I know, I'm not that hungry" I say, Moa took me to the gym to try and cheer me up but I walked the whole time so he took me to my dorm and sat with me in my room.
"Are you hungry yet" he asks
"I'm still full" I say, he got up from my swivel chair and got one of my journals out of my closet then picked me up and carried me to the studio
"Write" he says, I made a simple soothing upbeat jazz melody and started writing. I recorded the background singing then the actual song and put it all together and let Moa listen to it,
"How is it" I ask, he took off the head phones and pulled me into a tight hug
"Let's go" he said, he dropped me off at my dorm and I went straight to my room and played my soft playlist consisting of a bunch of slow and or sentimental songs by Crush.
I woke up and took my ear buds out, I showered and put on brown skinny jeans, tan converse with brown laces, and my brand new donut sweater.

I was feeling extra so I bleached my hair then died it tan and put it on a side braid and put on a brown beanie. I went to my favorite sweet shop and halmeoni seoltang, Grandma Sugar instantly gave me pancakes and made me sit at the counter and eat.
"You have to eat no matter how you feel" she says as I finish the pancakes
"Okay" I sat, she gave me a 5 boxes of donuts
"Now go be you" she said
"Yes ma'am" I say she hugged me and I went around giving people donuts and when I got to my dad's house I had a box of donuts left for myself, I went in and my dad, Uncle Will, and Uncle Kill were standing in the kitchen with their arms open. I put down the donuts and hugged them,
"You're beautiful princess, don't think any different" I say
"Yeah, I would kill to be like you but I was born albino and I can't do much about it besides snap my fingers oh yeah" he snapped his fingers and he was suddenly the same color as the three of us
"Haters will hate and plus she's only 3 so she knows nothing" my dad says
"Why's my baby sad" Zwei appeared along with Albert and Drei, Zwei hugged me tight
"It's about my skin tone, it's nothing big" I say, he kissed my forehead
"My little baby shouldn't ever be sad about the way she looks" he says
"Okay" I say
"I'm glad you're back to wearing cute things by the way" he says, I laughed
"I miss the hoodies and skinny jeans too, they suit you and show your childishness" Albert says as he finishes reading the last page of his book about sweets
"Definitely cuddle comfortable" Drei says, I ate donuts with my 6 favorite physical beings.
I made the mistake of checking my notifications after I left my dad's house and there were a bunch of rude comments about Aryah was right, I started crying in the middle of the streets and ran into someone
"Sorry" I say
"It's okay, oh my god what's wrong " the girl asked
"Nothing just hurtful things" I say
"Oh okay" she said and walked away, I went into the sweet shop and halmeoni seoltang held me in her warm embrace
"It's okay my little pirouette, I have someone I want you to meet" she said
"Okay" I say
"Graham" she called, a guy fumbling with his thumbs at table got up and came over. He was tall, tan, and handsome, he had chocolate brown hair, deep brown eyes, brown circular glasses, and he was wearing khaki skinny jeans, a white button up, a brown tweed jacket, and white converse,
"Yes Grandma Sugar" he asked
"This is my little pirouette, Jazmyne" she says, I blushed as he smiled at me
"It's nice to meet you" he bowed
"You also" I bow
"Jazmyne is a music artist who came here from America, she likes sweets" Grandma Sugar says
"She's the one that orders all those donuts" Bree says from behind the counter
"You two go sit down" Grandma Sugar said
"Yes Grandma" we say and sit at a table together, we were both blushing
"So are you from here" he asked
"I'm from America, are you from here" I ask
"Yes, I've lived here my whole life but I've never seen anyone as beautiful as you" he says, I blushed
"I'm sure you have, you probably have girls all over you" I say
"No, never" he says, I looked up at him surprised
"What" I ask
"I guess I don't fit the beauty standard, but I'm okay with it" he says
"I for one think you're very handsome but then again we just met so it doesn't mean much" I say
"It means a lot actually, thank you" he blushed
"You're welcome" I say
"One swirled tart on the house" Sang said as he put a rectangular tart cut into 8 pieces on the table
"Thank you" we say, we ate in silence
"How old are you" he asks as we finish eating
"19 but my Korean age is 21" I say
"I'm 22 but my American age is 20" he says
"Cool, when's your birthday" I ask
"April 10" he says
"Mine too" I say
"That's so cool" he smiles
"I'm starting to think I'm dreaming" I say
"Me too" he says, my heart was beating really fast and my palms were sweating... I think I'm in love.
We left sweet shop after a while and went on a stroll,
"What do you do" he asked as he helped my into a tree
"I'm a music artist" I say
"I'm a sound engineer and a dancer but I do dabble in singing" he says
"Really" I ask as I sit next to him on the tree branch
"I'm too shy" he says
"That's too bad, I would be willing to help you get your voice out there" I say looking at him
"I don't know" he said looking down
"It's really fun" I say
"I don't think I could perform by myself" he says
"You don't have to, I'll be with you" I say
"Okay" he says
"Yay, when are you free" I ask
"All the time" he says
"Okay, let's start tomorrow" I smiled
"Okay" he smiled, we sat in the tree watching people walk by and played with squirrels.
I woke up to Graham jumping from the tree,
"Morning" I say, he put me down
"Sorry for waking you" he says
"It's okay, that's the first time I've fallen asleep in a tree" I say
"Mine too, I've never been so relaxed before" he says as we started walked to my dorm,
"Me either" I say as our hands brushed together making us both instantly blushed
"Before you go can I have your number" he asks
"Yes" I say, we exchanged numbers then he continued down the street as I went to my dorm
"Where were you" Alex asks as I walk in
"In a tree" I say, I went to my room got my clothes and took a shower and washed my hair then put on skinny jeans, a sweater with a cup of coffee riding a bike with donut wheels

I woke up to Graham jumping from the tree,"Morning" I say, he put me down"Sorry for waking you" he says"It's okay, that's the first time I've fallen asleep in a tree" I say"Mine too, I've never been so relaxed before" he says as we started walked ...

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, and white converse. I went to the kitchen and ate breakfast as the girls watched me,
"What" I ask as I finish
"You were in a tree" Rebecca asks, I told them what happened yesterday
"You need to make up your mind, all you do is talk to guys and let them fall for you just to treat them like you treat everyone else" Bonnie says
"I don't do it on purpose, I just talk to them and it happened and I'm just so used to talking to guys I treat them all the same" I say
"Well you sure do it a lot to not be doing it on purpose" Rebecca says
"I don't do it on purpose it just happens, it's not my fault guys fall for me" I say
"I think the fact that you're part demon forces them to like you" Bonnie says, I got my phone and left
"All they ever do is lecture me and get mad at me and I'm just being myself, I can't help that guys fall for me and I don't know it, and then they bring what I was born as into it and act like I asked to be like this, I didn't ask to be good with guys" I grumble as I descend to the lobby, I went to the sweet shop and halmeoni seoltang's smile instantly made my mind clear
"halmeoni seoltang, halmeoni seoltang, halmeoni, halmeoni, Jazmyne's here" Una says
"What's wrong" grandma asked
"I told my friends about Graham and they said that I let guys fall for me then put them in the friend zone but I don't know it or that they like me and I can't control that I'm good with guys and my friend said it's because I'm part demon and no matter what I do I'm always wrong" I say, she hugged me
"You're very beautiful and you have a wonderful personality and you can't help it because that's how you are and the fact that most guys like that isn't your fault, you're being yourself and if they can't handle it then they aren't real friends" she says
"Okay" I say, I got my usual dozen donuts and sat at the counter eating.
Graham came in and halmeoni seoltang made him sit next to me which made us both blush. I sat there awkwardly eating my donuts as he ate tarts,
"Did something happen yesterday" Sang asks, we blushed and continued eating
"What happened" Bree asks
"Nothing" we say
"Something happened" Sang says
"We just went on a walk and climbed a tree" Graham says
"We fell asleep in the tree and left this morning" I say
"Then I walked her to her dorm" he says, Bree and Sang looked at each other
"L is fore the way you look at me, O is for the only one I see, V is very very extraordinary, E is even for anyone that you could because love was made for you and me" they sang and brought a small heart shaped cake to us and we blushed
"I've never seen either of you blush so much" Bree says, Sang gave us forks and we ate the cake together.
Sang and Bree were baking so Graham and I fed each other and hooked our arms before eating,
"Can I post this" Max asked, we didn't noticed he was here
"How long have you been standing there" I ask
"Maybe 3 minute could be 2" he says, we blushed
"Oh, well this is my-
"Friend" he says
"My friend Graham" I say
"It's nice to meet you" Max and Graham shook hands
"You too" Graham says.

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