In The Right Minds (WWE)

~Chapter 5~

It was around 12 am now and I still didn't get a text message from Roman. I was watching some random moves that I didn't know. They didn't even interst me at all. I was about to fall asleep thats when I hear my phone go off. I jump up and I grab for it. It was a text from Roman. Finally. "Dean is heading back to the hotel he left not to long ago he should be there by now" He informed me. I text back. "Well thanks Romes"  he texts back. "Hope everything goes well sis" I then put my phone and I hop off my bed. I do too. I sigh and I put my keycard in my pocket and I leave the room. I make my way over to Deans room. I knock on the door and I hear silence. Maybe he is sleeping.I then touch the door knob and it was unlocked. I close my eyes and I take a deep breath. I open the door slowly. Once I do I find Dean on top of a girl and my eyes bulged. HE then jerked his head towards my direction and he froze. "A-AJ.." Was all he could say. I shook my head furiously.

  I back up and I run out the room. I start crying as hard as possible. I can't believe he would be so quick to move on. I had a huge lump in my throat as I ran down the hall. "AJ!!!" I hear my name being called out but I ignore it and I go into my room and I slam the door. i fell to my knees and I put my head to the floor and I just sobbed loudly. I cant believe this. I start breathing hard and I crawl to the bed and I turn the light on. I started banging on the bed and I scream into the pillow. I start throwing the pillows around and I knocked the chair down. I was so pissed and hurt I cant stand it. I cry harder and I hear banging on the door. "AJ please let me explain.."  I hear Dean say. I shake my head furiously and I crossed my arms. "Dean get away from me!! Stay away from me! dont talk to me!!" I yelled out to him. "AJ ..please.." He begged. I shook my head. "NO Dean leave!!" I cried more and more and I just sat on the bed feeling like complete crap. Yeah i am so stupid to think that I would go back to him.

  I loved him so much. I thought he did too but it turns out that it was all a lie. I am so broken and hurt right now. My heart is completely shattered. I thought we were going to last. I was completely over that kiss but when I found him like that I felt like I got hit by a tractor trailer. It was horrible. I dont know how I feel anymore. I am so done with Dean and I dont want to be anywhere near him. He is the horrible and he is sick and twisted. So stupid to fall for him. I pick up a pillow that is laying on the floor and I clutch onto it and I fall asleep with tears still streaming down my face.

  I woke up the next morning still feeling I got hit by a truck. I was heartbroken, my head hurts, and my eyes feel like they were on fire from all the crying. At first I was beginning to think I was over reacting about the break up but it turns out it was all true. He never cared. I dont know why he was stringing me along for that long. If he didn't like me he could of said so and broke it off. Yeah I would have been devastated. But I would rather it be like that then what had transpired last night. I climbed off the bed and I walked into the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and I looked straight up horrible. My eyes were completely blood shot. I dont even feel like going out today. SO who cares if I look like crap right now. I deserve to do that because I was stupid to let myself go through that. I just walk out of the bathroom and I lay right back in bed and I cover my entire body in the comforters and I put the pillow over my face and I fall back asleep. I didnt even know what time it was and I didnt care. I didnt have to work today so what was the point.

   I woke up later in the day. I didnt even know what time it was. I reached for my phone on the nightstand. I unlocked it and I had some missed calls and text messages from Layla,Roman,Seth,Dolph,and Kaitlyn. They were all worried about me. I didnt care right now I didnt want to talk to anyone right now. I just felt so depressed and worthless right now. I thought I could never get like this but I guess i was wrong. Completely wrong. I would have expected this from Daniel or maybe even Dolph but I thought Dean would be different. Those few months have been amazing and it just seems like a setup. I didnt even know what to think right now. I looked at the time and it was 5:24 pm. i sighed and I didnt even sit up in bed. What to do now.."

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