I missed Dean. There was no doubt in my body that I did. I just want to be in his arms and kiss him all over. He is just amazing. I just don't want to get hurt again that's the thing. If he said that he would never hurt me again. Would he be telling the truth. I mean he is the best boyfriend I have ever had well besides Ziggy but we are cool now but anyways. Dean just made me feel different. He wasn't the one to normally express himself..he was usually shy when it came to that and I thought it was cute. I just need to talk to Dean. I just want to know what's going on in his mind.
I sat down on the couch with Layla and we watched movies. "You know .i want to talk to Dean..I wanna know what's in his mind...don't get me wrong Lay I miss him to bits and it kills me to see him but I just want to talk to him.." I said as I picked my head up from her shoulder. She looked at me and shrugged. "What ever you decide to do I will be there for you I promise" she said smiling. I smile back and I hug her tightly. I loved Lay she was a good friend. I am lucky to have friends like Layla and Kaitlyn. I then took out my phone and I texted Seth.
*Texting Conversation*
Me: Seth?
Seth: What?-.-
Me: Attitude much?..
Seth: what do you want AJ?
Me: I just want to know where Dean is?
Seth: why so you can break his heart again and make him break down... Why couldn't you just forgive him?
Me: did you not know what he did!! He slept with another girl! You expect me to just forgive him like that?!!
Seth: whatever AJ and I'm not telling you where he is you don't deserve to know..goodbye bitch..
*End of conversation*
I scoff and I shake my head. "Seth is a real jerk now! I just asked where Dean is and he calls me a bitch like seriously.." I say and Layla just shakes her head. "Whatever forget him! Ask Roman?" She says looking at me. I shrug and I nod and I unlock my phone again and I go into my contacts and I find Roman and I text him.
*Texting Conversation*
Me: Romes?
Roman: yes spidermonkey?
Me: Lol... Where is Dean?... I wanna talk to him..
Roman: ahh...he is in the gym...
Me: ahh thanks Romes! :)
Roman: no probs spider monkey see you later!
*End of Conversation*
I get up from the couch. "You know where he is?' Layla asked looking up at me. I nod and I smile. "Come with me?.." I ask softly. She chuckles and she nods. She gets up and I put my phone and keycard in my pocket. We walk out the door and we go down the hall. We get into the elevator and we go down to the floor where the gym is. We reach that floor and we walk out. I find the gym door and I push it open. I see Dean lifting weights and I feel like I could melt. He was shirtless and his muscles were all tensed up. It was beautiful. I noticed he had a nee haircut. His little side bangs are adorable. God I miss him. I take a deep breath and I walk over to him slowly. He gazes up at me and he stops lifting weights. I felt weak to my knees. He just looked straight into my eyes and I gulped. He set the weights down and he backed away. I instantly took a step forward. "D-Dean?..." I choked out. He just continued to look at me. I sighed and I looked back. "C-can we talk..please?" I say. He stands there a few seconds longer and then he nods. I look towards Layla who was smiling and then she whispers in my ear. "I'm going to look for Roman then.." She said. I nodded and she walked out the gym. Dean stood Infront of me and I grabbed his hand and I led him out the gym and we were in a corner. I looked up at him and his blue eyes burned through mine. He ran a hand through his hair. "What do you want AJ?." He said softly. I let out a shaky sigh.
" I just want to talk.." I say putting my head down. He leaned against the wall crossing his arms. "Well...talk.." He said. I sigh and I look at the ground. "I miss you Dean...I know you never meant to hurt me ...but I don't care anymore...I'm going to be straight up.. I miss being in your arms, I miss the nights where we cuddle and watch stupid movies, when we would sit outside and just look at the moon and just talk about whatever came to mind..." I started tearing up and I sniffle. "I miss your kisses, the random stuff you say just to make me laugh, I loved it when we play music in a room and we dance all silly... I just miss you Dean.. But I don't know if I'm ready to be with you again...how will I know that you won't hurt me again?' I said all that to him and he just looked at me. "I wouldn't do that again ... I miss you so much Aj and I love you so much ...you don't know how much it killed me inside when I saw your face..that night..I'm not going to force you to be with me but I just want you to know that I'm not giving up on you ..you will always be my spidermonkey no matter what!" He said before grabbing me and smashing his soft, sweet lips into mine. Oh god how I missed this. I couldn't help but kiss back. I wrap my arms around him and we kiss. He then pulled away. "Can we at least be friends with benefits at least?..." He asked softly. I chuckled and I nodded. He smiled. I miss that smile. We then start kissing again and we just hug each other. I wasn't ready to be in a complete relationship but for right now I will take what I can get.
(Sorry if it's not long enough I just wanted to get an update in for all you lovely people ❤)
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FanfictionDean and AJ have been together for a while now. Everything has been going so perfect for them. The problem is Dean has that one addiction and AJ wants to make him stop. AJ will see him at his worst be she refuses to leave his side and she doesn't kn...