I sit up in my bed and I sigh. I haven't left the room yet. Honestly? I feel afraid to leave the room. What if I run into Dean? Then he is going to want to explain things and I really don't want to hear it. I sigh and I hop out the bed and I walk into the bathroom. I glance at my self in the mirror and I look like pure crap and I can't stand it. I then close the door and I take off all my clothes and I step into the hot shower too cool down a bit. I sigh and I wash out my hair and my body and I feel the slightest bit relaxed. I step out and I dry off and I wrap a towel around my self. I walk out the bathroom and I dry off and I put on new clothes. I go in my suitcase and I pull out sweat pants, a v-neck shirt and I suddenly pull out a hoodie. I then realized it was Deans hoodie. I stare at it for a minute and I just shrug and I slip it on as well. I instantly felt warm and I close my eyes. Tears fall down carelessly and I sigh. I wiped my tears and I stood up feeling comfortable in sweats.
I was feeling a bit hungry so I grab my wallet, my phone and key card. I walked to the door and for some reason I feel like I'm going to regret but I don't care I need to eat something. I sigh and I put my hair up in a messy bun and I leave the room. I walk down the hall and I walk towards the elevator. I feel someone jump on me and I instantly feel pissed. I turned around and I notice it was Layla. I frown and I turn back around. She then follows me and she puts her arm around me. "I'm sorry.. I heard what happened.." She said sounding extremely sad. I nod and I put my hands in pocket as we get into the elevator again. She hugged and me and I just felt like crying all over again. "Are you going to get something to eat?" She asked softly. I nod and I pick my head up. "Mind if I join you?" She asked giving me a weak smile. I smile back and I nod. I lean against the elevator wall and I close my eyes until we get to the lobby.
We reach the lobby and we walk out together. I sigh as we walk outside. The breeze hits my face and I feel relaxed. I call a cab. "Where we headed?" Layla asked looking at me. I tap my chin. "I feel like going to Fridays right now" I say. She then chuckles." But it's not Friday!" She said smiling. I then start laughing and then the cab pulls up in front of us. I smile and we get in and I tell the driver to go to Fridays. As the car starts driving I relax. I thought I would feel like more crap if I left the room. To be honest I feel better especially since I'm with Layla. Her happiness and bubblyness makes me happy. It's contagious I suppose. After a while we arrive at Fridays. I pay the cab driver and we exit the cab. We walk into Fridays and we wait to get our table. After a few minutes we sit down at our table and I tap my fingers and I smile. The waiter then hands us out menus and I smile. I look at it and I decide to get the jack Daniels burger. "What would you like to drink ladies?" Our waiter asked with a cute smile. I smile back and I look up. "Can I have some pink lemonade?" I ask. He smiles and nod. "I will have the lemon ice tea" Layla said smiling. He smiled and he wrote it down and walked away to get our drinks.
"So how did you take it?.." Layla asked silently. I glanced at her and I knew what she was talking about. I frowned a bit then I just sighed. "Honestly I was crushed I felt horrible and sick to my stomach...to see Dean do that...it killed me inside..I mean I'm obviously still in love with him...but I keep telling my self I hate him.i miss him Layla" I said hanging my head down. Layla tapped her fingers on the desk and she sighed. "Fix it? ...Dean was on the floor crying his eyes out and throwing shìt around the room and Roman and Seth had trouble restraining him...I almost had my head knocked off with a lamp..Kaitlyn was there and she was in tears... He never meant to do that AJ ..he was drunk....." Layla said looking directly at me. I shook my head and I sigh. "I don't want to be near him right now.. As much as I love the man..I can't do it... So he could do whatever with the stupid whores he hooks up with" I said clenching my fist. Layla rested her hand on my arm. "AJ you don't mean that.. I know you don't ..you are just hurt" she stated. I just looked away.
The waiter came with our drinks. "You lovely ladies ready to order?" He said with a smile. "Mmm yes I would like the Jack Daniel burger no onions." I say smiling. Layla looks up and nods. " I will have the same..and no onions" he nodded and walked away. 'You seriously need to think about this AJ ...I know you need to time but when you're ready you need to know what you are doing" she explained. I nodded in agreement. She was right I need to know what I'm doing what I'm ready. I miss Dean like crazy but what he did was too much. I just felt so confused and hurt it's not even funny. After a while the waiter came with our foods. We thank him and we started eating. We both ate in silence."so.... What's up with you and Roman?" I ask. She looks at me and smiles. "It's good...but Randy and Roman got into a fight.." She said looking down. I look at her like she is crazy. "What the hell happened!" I exclaim. Layla shakes her head. "Randy tried getting me to talk to him again and Roman didn't like it much and they started fighting" She said looking down while eating her fries. I took a few bites of my burger and I set it down.
"That reminds me of a time Dean and I went to a club and some guy came up to me and tried talking to me and Dean just punched him square in the face." I say chuckling while drinking my lemonade. Layla chuckled and she looked at me. "Thats cute!" She squealed. I rolled my eyes playfully and I chuckle. "Dean..is...just ..he was amazing" I say feeling my self blush. I giggle and I take another bite of my burger. Layla was giving me this look and she took a bite of her burger. "You know you should talk to him right?" She said looking at me with a straight face. I leaned back in the chair and I sighed and I rubbed the side of my face and I brushed my hair back. "I know..I know... I want to talk to him..but I dont think im ready to face him yet..Its like If I see him I feel like im going to shatter again and I dont feel like crying or breaking anything" I say pouting and take a big bite of my sandwich. Layla just shook her head. 'I understand" She said with a sincere smile. I chuckle softly. "This is why I love you and Kaitlyn..by the way where is Kaitlyn?" I ask curiously.
Layla chuckled and she drank her drink. "She is with ...Zack..or Cody..or someone I forgot haha" She said laughing. I chuckled and I smiled. "It felt like I havent seen her in forever" I say finishing off my sandwich. "Maybe tomorrow we could all hang out." Layla suggested. I looked at her and nodded. "That sounds good!" I say squealing. After a while we finished our food and we left Fridays. We got into a cab and we made our way back to the hotel. WE got out the cab and we walked into the lobby. We decided to take the stairs. When we got up to the floor Layla started breathing dramatically. I started laughing and I patted her back and we walked down the hall. As we were walking I ran into something solid. I stumbled back and I looked up in the eyes of Dean. My smile slowly faded and I looked in his eyes. I could see that he was hurt and broken. I stood there frozen. I had no idea if I should say something. LIke I said before I wasnt ready to face him. He just stood silent then he just looked away and he walked right past me without saying a word. I sigh and I look down. I felt like I was going to cry.
I then just turned around and I see him get into the elevator. I tear up and I run to my room. I open the door and I closed the door and I sat in front of it. I shouldnt have left Layla out there but I just want to be alone right now. I started crying my eyes out again and I hugged my knees as I sat in front of the door. I hear a faint knock on the door. "AJ ..open up please.." I hear Layla out there. I sniffled and I shake my head and I continue crying. "No Layla I want to be alone.." I say. Layla sighs. "Im not leaving till you open this door' She stated. I rolled my eyes and I stood up and I opened the door. Layla walked in and closed the door and she hugged. We stood there for the longest time and I just cried on her shoulder.
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